Part 3 of a Series
Disclaimers: (See part 1)
The position looked painful to Buck. "Are you sure you're all right like this?"
"Yes." The word gushed from JD's mouth and his arched throat worked as he swallowed. The young man lay on his back, his spine bowed in a severe curve over a hugely rounded pillow positioned at the small of his back. His wrists were caught in soft material and tied to either side of the headboard, stretching his arms in eagle-spread fashion above his head. Both knees were bent and the heels of his feet secured to his buttocks with carefully tied knots with the same soft material. More cords attached to his ankles snaked over the sides of the beds and were secured underneath the frame, holding his legs far apart. He'd never allowed himself to be so vulnerable and open to Buck before.
Buck stood beside the bed, his erection becoming painfully tight as his eyes raked over his young lover. As JD breathed, his belly hollowed and his chest lifted; long, developed muscles tautened through his abdomen and ribs, and his throat corded with the slight strain on his body.
Reaching out slowly, Buck touched JD's jaw. He watched as JD's eyes rolled back in his head with the soft touch, then closed. His full lips parted and his breathing quickened as Buck's fingers slid along the graceful curve of his neck and rested on top of his chest.
"I like to watch you breathe."
Climbing on top of the bed, Buck faced JD and spread his palms against JD's ribs. "Breathe for me, JD."
The young man complied, stretching his body, arching more rigorously against his bonds and flexing himself into Buck. The tip of Buck's erection brushed JD's belly. Buck grasped himself and guided his cock into the slanted opening of JD's navel. The tiny indention couldn't accommodate the large head, but Buck undulated his hips anyway and lunged into JD's belly, enjoying the look of JD's flesh sinking beneath his weight.
"Oh god, Buck."
The low, throaty moan stirred Buck's arousal. He leaned over JD and slowly settled his weight onto the smaller man. JD groaned. His chest heaved hard against Buck and he rolled his hips, sliding their growing erections together.
Buck sat up. On his knees between JD's spread legs, he grasped his cock and guided the swollen head to JD's opening. Shifting, working slowly into JD's body, he pushed the tip through and held still when JD moaned loudly and stiffened.
"Wait -- wait -- hold -- I'm --"
"Take your time, JD." With his free hand, Buck rubbed slow circles on JD's quivering belly. "Just let me know what you need."
After a moment, JD's breathing eased. "I'm ready."
Grasping JD's hips, Buck inserted himself slowly, sliding his long member inch by inch into JD's anus. The feel of gripping muscles, watching JD's body accommodate him, watching the tight opening accept him as he sunk inside, nearly made him come.
Finally, he was all the way in. He held still as JD's breathing quickened again. JD pulled in a huge breath and held it for a second. His ribs bowed out against his skin and his belly scooped in deeply.
"JD?"
Holding himself so tightly together became an effort and Buck began to think he'd have to pull himself out or risk hurting JD.
"Okay." The strained word gushed out of JD. "Please, move, move now!"
Need bled through the words instead of pain. Desperate need. Buck understood. He rocked forward gently, thrusting his hips against JD's pelvis, feeling his cock stab deeply into the tight body, then back, pulling out just a little, feeling JD ride with him and reach for him again. Over and over, the slow rhythm built, Buck pushing in a little harder each time, drilling deeper, the sounds of JD's groans as he rammed home every time growing louder and more desperate with each punch.
A tight bolt of pleasure thundered in Buck's belly and shot straight for his cock. He arched into JD and threw his head back, riding the wave. JD's shout pulled him back a little, the sound of desperation and the need for climax screaming through his groans.
"Buck! Buck, I need -- I need --"
Buck knew exactly what JD needed to bring him over the edge. JD seemed to need the different things they'd been doing together more and more in order to find release. But the position they held this time wouldn't allow him to press his fists into JD's stomach, or to apply any real pressure to his body. They'd have to use something else. They hadn't talked about this beforehand, even though JD would be expecting it, and Buck knew it.
"Hit me!"
"What?"
JD curled his head from the bed. His eyes wide and full, boring into Buck's, chest pumping hard with adrenaline, JD clenched his teeth together and said it again. "You heard me -- hit me!" His head fell back to the bed and he thrust his hips into Buck's. "Do it -- help me!"
Knowing how frustrating and painful JD was feeling at the moment, JD's swollen cock resting against Buck's abdomen, Buck understood the level of JD's desperation. But he wasn't ready to fulfill it.
"No." Helplessly in the throes of a powerful climax that worsened with JD's wild writhing beneath him, Buck grunted and thrust mindlessly into JD.
"Do it!" JD screamed, arching his back and bowing even higher off the bed. As if creating a perfect target, his belly stretched narrow and taut beneath Buck.
"No!"
JD screamed again and this time, Buck heard tears in his voice. Weighing the possibility of hurting his lover against JD's anger, his judgement hampered by the emotions raging through him, Buck found himself acting on instinct. He lifted his arm and brought the side of his fist down half-heartedly against JD's belly. His fist rebounded against tight muscle; he doubted JD even felt it.
"Harder!"
Not knowing if JD was referring to his ass or the punch, Buck gathered himself and lifted his arm again. He swung it down hard, pummeling deeply into JD's abdomen. JD reacted by surging up as far as his bounds would allow, his shoulder joints strained.
"Again!"
Hitting JD, strangely enough, had reawakened his arousal. The impact seemed to tighten the muscles in JD's rectum and squeezed Buck's penis. Buck lifted his arm and hammered his fist into JD's body, two, three, then four times. Each time he felt muscles give and cave in and heard the hard expulsion of breath leave JD. With a hoarse shout, JD came, his seed squirting and spurting all over Buck's belly.
Buck leaned over him, supporting himself on his hands and held himself tightly against his lover. JD's arched body eventually collapsed and his head lolled gently to the side.
When the blackness fringing his vision dissipated, Buck quickly but carefully removed himself and hurried to untie JD. The young man lay lax, flopping bonelessly when Buck rolled him to his side to remove the pillow.
"JD!" Sitting on the bed, Buck gently scooped JD's head and shoulders into the crock of his elbow and tenderly patted his cheek with the other hand.
The young man moaned and his eyelashes fluttered as if he were trying to wake up. Taking advantage while he was still unconscious, Buck carefully probed his belly for signs of internal bleeding. His fingers shook and his heart shrank within his chest with the thought that he may have hurt JD.
"Buck?"
"Right here. Don't move."
A shaking hand reached for him and touched his face. "I'm --" A hissed breath sucked in between teeth when Buck touched a point low on his abdomen, interrupting him.
"No, you're not all right. Now be still and let me see how badly I've hurt you."
JD sighed. "I'm okay, Buck. My stomach hurts a little, but not bad. I've been shot before, and stabbed and beaten. I know what internal bleeding feels like. This isn't it."
Ignoring the list of injuries he knew all too well, Buck instead asked, "Where does it hurt?"
JD took Buck's fingers and moved them to the middle of his belly, just below his navel. "Here. I think it's just a -- aaahhhh!" His back arched and he cried out when Buck pressed into his body.
Buck wrapped his other arm more securely around JD and spread his fingers, felt the fluttering of JD's heart through his ribs. His fingertips probed firmly into the area JD had indicated. He concentrated on how JD's flesh rolled beneath his touch, how his body indented with the pressure, how his organs moved and his muscles tightened as his fingers palpated the tender area, and closed his ears to JD's gasps.
Finally, he withdrew the pressure, but left his palm on JD's belly, soothing the reddened flesh. "I'm sorry."
JD stiffened. "What? Is something wrong?"
Buck shook his head and smiled tightly. "No. No bleeding, you're all right. Just badly bruised."
JD's head lolled weakly back against Buck's shoulder. "I knew that." He patted Buck's hand on his stomach. "Don't be sorry, Buck. It's what I asked for."
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do you want me to hurt you while we're making love. Why do you need that to get off?"
JD shrugged. "I don't know, really. It's like I need this extra kick or something."
"But why? Why can't you climax without the added pain?"
Silence held them for several moments before Buck shifted away and turned JD to him.
"JD?"
JD wouldn't look at him. "I don't know."
But something in his voice convinced Buck he did know. "What aren't you telling me?"
JD pulled away and turned his back to him. "I don't want to talk about this now."
"Please, I want to understand --"
Folding forward, JD wrapped his arms around his body. It spoke louder than another denial to Buck. Deciding to let it rest for now, Buck gently guided JD to the bed and spooned in behind him. He pulled a light quilt up to cover them, then slid his arms around JD's middle and held him close. He knew there were things about JD's past that he wasn't aware of, that JD had never told anyone. Now wasn't the time to force it, but before they could have any peace between them, before JD could heal, it would have to come out. Until then, he'd just have to be patient and wait.
End
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