Stand Firm

by Yolande
I'd like to express my gratitude to my betas:
NotTasha and Mitzi who saved this story from the delete key.
Story moved to Blackraptor in October 2009
| April's Challenge offered by Meg Tipper... Some, one or all of the boys are on the edge -- not figuratively, literally. It can be the edge of a cliff, the roof of a building, the scaffolding on a skyscraper, a ledge on the side of a rock face -- you name it, so long as it is a long way down. They can be standing, dangling, falling, climbing, whatever works. How you get them there, and get them out of it, is entirely up to you. You must use one, some or all of the following words in the story ~ birthday, chocolate, shower and fool. | 
|   ****One The mountain
        rumbled and groaned, the very ground trembled, shaking an angry fist
        while its bowels contorted and rolled inside.  Large masses of rock
        broke apart and fell, tumbling and spinning out of control.  The
        route was instantly littered with the projectiles, stamping and
        imprinting the track that wound high in the hills.  With a searing
        whine the trail ripped apart and the ice crusted top layer vanished into
        the newly formed chasm.   The earth moved violently,
        shuddering and hissing in retort to the resounding blast.  The two mounts
        pawed nervously as the mountain shed its skin and hurled objects about
        them.  Their riders shared a grim look, hunkering low over the
        horses’ backs and attempting to urge them through the turmoil. 
        Soothing words were lost in the thundering roar and gone unheeded; each
        man fought a battle to control their mounts.  The ice-slicked
        road moaned, cursing like a wounded hound and sinking several inches to
        form a depression.  When the weight of Vin’s black gelding
        side-stepped onto the hollow it opened, cracking and splitting under the
        sure tread of the animal. Peso whinnied in a high-pitched shriek,
        bucking and pawing at the widening hole.  The frightened horse lost
        traction with the terrain and tossed Vin in an attempt to remain on
        level ground.  Once the burden of the rider was removed from the
        saddle, the black gelding dug in his hooves and ploughed his way to firm
        footing.   Vin Tanner
        immediately became airborne then plummeted with alarming speed into the
        ravine.  He clutched frantically at thin air, his stomach contents
        churning as gravity yanked on his airborne form.  He fell for what
        seemed an eternity, diving and tumbling into an unknown situation. 
        A long solitary fall finishing with a piecing scream that burbled from
        the depths.  “Vin!” the
        Southerner screamed as the Texan disappeared from view. Ezra, by mere
        inches, managed to rein his mount away from the crumbling edge that
        engulfed Tanner.   As suddenly as the eruption began, the
        earth stilled and a hushed mood fell over the mountain.   “Vin!” Ezra
        shouted again, finally shaking himself of the shock as he dismounted
        fluidly from Chaucer.  He skidded on the slick and iced path,
        eventually resorting to crawling on his belly to the edge where Vin had
        vanished.  Ezra peered down the steep vertical walls; dread at what
        he’d find tempering his movements.  “Tanner, answer me, God
        damn it!”  Why?  Why now?  When they were so close to
        home.  Vin Tanner and
        Ezra Standish had been elected to visit the mining camp.  There had
        been a cave-in a week ago that claimed the lives of half a dozen miners;
        a dreadful incident to be sure, but the rumours had grown, implicating
        the foreman and his assistant with skimming on the shorings within the
        shafts.  Fights had broken out among the workers and the overseers
        and now, two of the rabblerousers had disappeared.  Tanner and
        Standish had interviewed the suspects and many of the miners. 
        Nobody was admitting anything.  Unable to substantiate any wrong
        doings, they were forced to immobilize operations and declared the mine
        closed until further investigations were conducted.  A box of
        dynamite was confiscated and the foreman was instructed not do any
        further blasting.  So much for
        following their directives.  Standish wiped
        the hair out of his eyes and wriggled closer to the edge.  He could
        feel the bite of icy cold penetrate his overcoat and he sucked in a
        halting breath to adjust to the frigid temperature of the ground. 
        “Vin, don’t do this to me,” came the whispered plea.  “Come
        on, Tanner.  Show yourself!” the Southerner hollered.  
        How far had the tracker fallen?  How deep was the ravine?  Had
        he survived the fall?  The billowing
        dust that rose in thick clouds impeded the gambler’s view.  He
        choked back a cry, but continued to stare helplessly down into the
        narrow fissure.  “Vin!”  Ezra crept nearer to the edge,
        but more of the unstable ground collapsed from the fragile rim, opening
        the mouth wider. The gambler quickly retreated, concerned and perturbed
        that he’d still not seen the Texan, nor heard Tanner’s voice. 
        He had nothing to confirm or refute Tanner’s death.    ****Two Gravel, blocks
        of broken ice and dirt crashed down the tunnel, bombarding the
        semiconscious Texan.  Tanner peeled open his eyes in confusion and
        winced.  “Aw hell.” Vin gazed about the hole that had hungrily
        swallowed him up, a hazy cloud of dust and snow enveloped him and a
        sprinkling of pebbles continued to rain on his head. He stood upright in
        the tapered hole, wedged in securely and buried to the hilt; only his
        chest, shoulders, head and arms were exposed and free to move; funny how
        he’d landed that way.   He chuckled, a nervous overflow of
        adrenalin.  As more rubble and rock fell from above, the deeper he
        became buried.  Finally, if he weren’t removed, Vin would
        suffocate, buried alive in the yawning crevice, with his body acting as
        the plug.  The tunnel would fill, and he’d be lost.   The walls
        crowded around him, pressing firmly against his chest and hips. Vin
        started to cough from all the dust and immediately felt the restriction
        against his chest.  He shovelled some of the larger pieces of rock
        to a better position and took a deep breath; he was relieved to find
        that doing so, caused no discomfit.  He wished controlling his
        erratic emotions was as simple.  At least the majority of his upper
        body was free to move.  Vin flexed his lower limbs and discovered
        his left leg securely wedged in between the rocks.  He bit on his
        lower lip, bringing blood to his mouth, and rode out the ensuing agony. 
        “Damn!” he hissed, that hurt.  His leg was busted for sure. 
        Vin rested his head against the wall and tilted it up toward the light;
        a mere dot of white sixty feet above.  His breathing was vibrating
        loudly in the narrow hole and he blinked back the sting of tears that
        threatened to fall.  How was he going to get out of this?   In the corner of
        his mind he vaguely heard the gambler calling from above, but it seemed
        like it was coming from such a long way away, that until now, because of
        his foggy mind, he hadn’t acknowledged the frantic call. 
        “Ezra!” he called out weakly, but the feeble cry was hardly heard
        past the roar in his ears.  Vin licked his lips and ignoring the
        throb from his leg, tried once more.  “Standish!”  The
        plea for help went unanswered and Vin wondered if he hadn’t really
        heard anything and it was only his imagination playing tricks on his
        befuddled mind.   “Ezra!” he
        shouted again, a touch of panic edging his voice.  “Don’t leave
        me down here,” Vin softly begged.  The tracker gripped at the
        shards of rock and attempted to pull upward in direct opposition to the
        force that held him, but his leg was trapped securely and the slight
        movement only caused more pain.  “Arggg!” he screamed.   Vin flung out at
        the narrow walls, hitting them with demonic ferocity, until he was
        exhausted from the effort.  His breaths came in short gasping
        grunts, and he struggled to invite the necessary oxygen inside his
        lungs.  Chris?  Where are you?  Larabee wouldn’t leave
        him stranded.  Oh God! he despaired.  Would he know when the
        end was near?   Or would he slip away not knowing when his
        final breath was purged?  Hell what a mess.    ****Three  “Vin?”
        Ezra’s voice summoned urgently.  “Vin Tanner!”  Tanner lifted
        his head upward, squinting, but remaining silent, as the gambler was
        nowhere to be seen.  He grimaced and cursed when a wave of pure
        torture reached his brain, he unconsciously bit the inside of his cheek,
        forcing tears to course down his cheeks.  He shook his head,
        attempting to clear the grey fog that pervaded his senses and rocked his
        upper body.    “Dammit, Vin! 
        Are you all right?” the Southern accent echoed down the hole.  “Ezra?”
        Tanner choked, his voice wavering with confusion and uncertainty. 
        Was Standish really up there?  He wasn’t really all alone? 
        “That you, Ezra?”  “I’m
        here,” Standish assured quickly, hearing the note of fear in the
        Texan’s tone. “It is a little perilous to venture too closely to the
        edge.  I don’t want to collapse the wall around you.  But
        never fear, help is at hand.”  Through the
        rising dust a rope slid down the crack. And a wafer thin smile touched
        the injured man’s lips.   By God, he was not about to die
        after all.  Standish had stayed to help him.  He was going to
        get out of this hell.  “Vin, can you
        tie the rope around yourself?”  Tanner did as he
        was instructed and ducked his head and shoulders through the loop. 
        He tensed his lean frame and tugged on the rope to alert Ezra that he
        was ready.  “Now or never,” he quipped.  It would be all
        over in a matter of minutes.  Little did he
        know.  The rope closed
        tightly around his chest and began to stretch his body upward.  The
        dirt and rocks that were packed in about his lower body began to quiver. 
        He could feel the displacing fragments shift and drop.  Vin thought
        how easily it was proceeding when the dull throb in his lower leg
        erupted into a flare of pain.   He bit the inside of his
        cheek, attempting to ride with the excoriating agony, but with each tug
        upward he felt his body tearing in two.  Unable to tolerate any
        more abuse he gripped the taut rope with both hands and pulled against
        the upward lift.  “AW HELL!” he screamed.  “Ezra,
        STOP!”    ****Four  Not considering
        the consequences of his reflex actions, Standish appeared at the
        opening, concern and worry for the tracker superseding the caution
        necessary for approaching the failing perimeter of the crevice. 
        “Vin, what is it?”   Tanner panted,
        struggling to catch his breath.    He released the rope
        from around his chest and flung it irritably aside.  Resting his
        face against the cold rock, he commanded his body to relax, forcing the
        tremors to subside by sheer will. Not an easy exercise, he admitted. 
        Tanner choked down the nauseous sensations, finally remembering Standish
        was waiting for a reply.  “M’leg’s stuck good.  Reckon
        it’s broke.”   After a
        prolonged pause, Ezra stated;  “I’m coming down.” 
        Though not without some trepidation.  He shucked off his heavy
        overcoat leaving on only his thinner jacket and shirtsleeves, loosened
        his gunbelt and removed the derringer rigging; they would only hinder
        his movements in the tight hole.  After recoiling the rope he
        knotted it around his middle.   He sucked in a long breath,
        steeling himself against the unknown.  “What?”
        Tanner rasped in exclamation.  “Ain’t barely ‘nough room fer
        me down here.”  What could Ezra possibly expect to do once he was
        down with him?  Vin squinted up at the light, but once again the
        Southerner had vanished.  A shower of rocks and ice tumbled over
        the edge at the same time as Standish came head first over the side. 
        “Dammit, Ezra!  What are ya doin’?  Yer gonna get us both
        killed.”  Vin wrapped both arms over his head, protecting it from
        the falling debris.   “That’s not
        my intent,” Standish grunted.  The blood rushed to his head,
        throbbing forcefully through veins as he repelled down the rope in an
        upside down position. He’d have had no chance of manoeuvring around in
        the narrow hole, so he had little choice but to descend in this
        unnatural state.   He focused his sights on the bottom, not
        daring to consider the walls that closed in around him.  It was Vin
        who couldn’t stomach small places, he reminded his errant mind.  As the fissure
        became more tapered, and further from the surface, the tunnel darkened
        forcing him to slow down and feel the walls to guide his descent. 
        It wasn’t totally dark, but it was dim enough to require artificial
        lighting – and he had only a few matches to spare.  The crack
        delved into the earth at an incredible ninety degrees - straight down. 
        His fingers splayed wide tracing the route Vin Tanner had fallen
        through.  His breathing pattern altered, and it was an effort to
        gather in the essential gases.  He wondered how Vin was faring. 
        It was well known how the Texan hated being secluded in tight spots.  When Standish
        had descended low enough that Vin could reach up and touch him, Ezra
        stopped his downward climb.  His head pounded with the rush of
        blood and his ears and nose also seemed to be affected.  He smiled
        a greeting; though he knew Vin could not see it.  He was thankful
        to find Tanner indeed alive, even though he’d acquired a serious
        injury.  He flicked a match to spark, flooding the tomb with an
        auspicious glow.  He did it for Vin.  Tanner liked wide-open
        areas, not crevices.  He gave Vin a measured look; Vin returned it
        with a stunned demeanour.   A startled doe!  “Get me outta
        here, Ezra!” Tanner anxiously pleaded, abruptly gripping the
        Southerner in a strong hold and locking them tightly together, hanging
        on for grim death.  “Don’t leave me down here,” he choked.  Ezra was
        fighting his own source of demons and when the Texan started to smoother
        him against Vin’s chest, he struggled to keep his hold on the line and
        from falling into Tanner.  That would have caused even greater
        problems for them.  Standish mumbled into Tanner’s thick coat,
        desperate to have some breathing space between them, but Vin hugged him
        tighter.  He wriggled and twisted, only burying his face deeper
        into the folds of Vin’s jacket in the effort to escape.  Let go,
        Vin!  “Safe…”
        Vin mumbled, shaking and trembling to remain coherent.  “Gonna be
        safe now.”  Ezra’s gonna get me out.  Not gonna hurt no
        more.  His fingers dug deeply into the conman’s arms, and he let
        his head fall to Ezra’s chest.  He could hear the rapid heartbeat
        that thumped under his ear and it reassured Vin that he wasn’t alone. 
        If he listened closely, he could feel his own heart beating.  Vin
        held onto the gambler more fiercely.  The steady beat of Ezra’s
        far outpaced his, and the muffled cries and wrenching actions finally
        reached his hazy mind.  He jerked away, releasing Ezra with a
        guilty grimace.   Standish ignored
        Vin, simply concentrating on his breathing.  The bounty hunter had
        almost suffocated him.  Nothing was said between the pair, as each
        came to grips with what had happened.  After several moments, when
        Ezra was more composed he asked; “How you managing?” his voice was
        not as steady as he’d wished.  Tanner shrugged. 
        What did Standish expect him to say?   He’d totally
        humiliated himself in front of the Southerner.  Can’t even
        control his damned weaknesses!  “Fuckin’ great, Ezra!”  Ezra nodded,
        accepting the sarcastic reply without commenting.  There was no
        need to remind Vin of what he’d done.  Perhaps, if he wanted,
        they could discuss it later, but Ezra wouldn’t push Vin to do so. 
        “Are both your legs ensnared?”  He struck another match and
        lowered the light to pass over Vin.  He frowned with worry; Vin was
        buried to his chest.  That had to be terrifying for the bounty
        hunter.  Like he didn’t already know that, he apprehensively
        shook his head.   “Just my
        left.”  But he couldn’t move his right without causing more
        pain to his left.   “You can feel
        your legs, can’t you?” Ezra queried, hissing as the flame burned
        down.  What if Vin was paralysed?   “No doubt on
        that score,” he groaned.  “Just
        checking,” Standish smiled, attempting to calm the tracker. 
        “Don’t get any ideas, here,” the gambler warned ruefully, sliding
        his arm down between Vin’s chest and the wall.  He grunted,
        equally uncomfortable with the close quarters.  “I can’t
        reach,” he admitted.  “Said there
        weren’t enough room.”  Ezra dropped a
        fraction lower and tried to reach past the tracker.  His arm rubbed
        painfully on the rocks, but he ignored this inconvenience.  A few
        bruises weren’t going to bother him.  “Can you give me any more
        room?”  “I ain’t got
        nowhere else ta go, Ezra!”  The Southerner
        struggled in the impossible position for ten minutes, before conceding
        defeat.  What was he going to do?  “Just leave
        me,” Vin sighed in resignation.  They were so
        close that Standish had no problem with hearing the Texan’s entreaty. 
        “I can’t do that, Vin,” he promised.  “I don’t have that
        many friends that I can toss them away so carelessly.”  Besides,
        how could he face the others and explain that he’d abandoned Vin? 
        He would be run out of town.  No, he’d either extricate the
        bounty hunter from the crevice or die trying.  Tanner smiled at
        the sentiment – he’d hoped Ezra would say that.  “Then what
        do ya reckon we’re gonna do?”  “Well…” he
        smiled smugly at Tanner.  “I do have an alternative.”    ****Five “Dynamite?!! 
        Hell, Ezra!  You plannin’ on blowin’ up ma legs?” 
        Vin’s eyes widened, the pupils only a mere dot surrounded by blue, the
        fear and uncertainty crystal clear in the wild-eyed expression.  “On the
        contrary,” Standish smoothly countered, “I plan on liberating you so
        we can depart this suffocating place.”  Thank the Lord, Vin had
        seized a bundle of dynamite from the miners; it would come in quite
        useful.  Although, one could only assume that it was the said
        miners who had set the charge and blown the mountain to shrapnel, thus
        resulting in Vin’s currant predicament.  Tanner gulped
        nervously, eyeing the gambler with suspicion.  He considered
        himself a brave man, but he was being asked if he wanted to lose one, or
        both, of his lower limbs.  Maybe, his life. Could he depend on
        Standish to use the explosive without causing him more problems? 
        “I don’t…”  “Vin, don’t
        worry…I shall shorten the stick, which will minimize the blast, and
        then position it so no further harm will occur to you.  Trust
        me,” he smiled warmly, hoping his poker face was not about to drop. 
        It was Ezra’s least favourite option and if Tanner realised his hands
        were sweating already, then the Texan would balk at his using it. 
        But by damn, it was the only solution, save abandoning the bounty hunter
        while he enlisted help. But what condition would he find Tanner in upon
        his return?  Vin could hear
        the sincerity in the gambler’s voice and was convinced that Standish
        believed he could successfully pull this off, but Tanner wasn’t so
        confident.  He wished he could see Standish’s face more clearly. 
        Depending on only his hearing and vague shadows, forced him to accept
        the conman at his word.  Did he dare?  After all, it was his
        legs that were at risk.  “You couldn’t even reach my leg…how
        are you gonna expect to plant that piece?” he asked sceptically. 
        Vin didn’t want to contemplate how he’d cope with an amputation. 
        And what if he were to lose both legs?  His life as he’d known it
        would be over.  He’d be forced to depend on others, something
        he’d never had to do before.  How could be possibly remain in
        Four Corners?  There would be no place for him among the elite
        group of regulators.  How could he defend the town from a
        wheelchair?  His freedom to come and go would be gone, torn from
        his very existence.  He couldn’t, no wouldn’t, live like that. 
        His choices looked very grim.  “I won’t do
        it from down here…”  “Then
        where?”  Standish
        adjusted the rope and pulled himself up a little higher.  “I
        shall plant it from over the side of the escarpment.  I can
        estimate the position to place the charge…”  “What?”
        Tanner yelled in frustration, clearly alarmed at this admission. 
        “NO!  That’s a fool idea!  Ain’t gonna let you do it. 
        I refuse!  You hear me?  Either we come up with somethin’
        better…or I’ll…”  “Freeze to
        death?” Standish completed sarcastically.  “I wasn’t aware
        that you were a coward,” he taunted.  That’s it Standish, make
        him angry!  Fight Vin.  Fight for your life!  Don’t
        give up.  Vin’s blue
        eyes flared with anger and he lashed out at the source.  He hit
        Ezra with everything he could muster, flailing his arms in the small
        ravine.  It lasted less than a minute.  He stopped when he
        realised Standish was not returning the blows, but valiantly trying to
        defend his face and chest while holding onto the rope.  Vin reached
        out to steady the swinging man only to snatch back his hand when
        something splashed on his knuckles.   In a daze he fingered
        the wet spot, rubbing it between his fingers, finally bringing it to his
        nose.   Blood!   His rain of blows had brought blood
        to the Southerner.  “I need some light,” he gasped. 
        “Ezra, I need to see you!”  Vin panted loudly, struggling to
        come to grips with what he’d done.  “Ezra, light a fucking
        match!”  A crisp flame
        flared between them, Ezra holding the match off to the side.  Vin’s eyes
        widened at the orange glow.   He grabbed the gambler’s hand
        and guided the dwindling flame over Ezra’s features.  A spot of
        blood dripped from Ezra’s nose and it landed on a shelf of rock that
        had been painted with snow.  The blood looked painfully stark
        against the white background.  Vin stared trace-like at the small
        pool of blood and turned with panicked eyes, meeting the Southerner’s
        hooded expression.  “God, I’m sorry, Ezra,” Tanner apologised
        mortified of his actions.  The flame died, leaving them in muted
        shadows once more.  Standish wiped
        the bloodied nose on his sleeve, wary all the time that Vin might resume
        the attack.  He was lucky Tanner didn’t have the room, or the
        strength, to work up a sizable swing.  “Perfectly understandable,
        Mr. Tanner.”  Standish wrapped the rope around his right leg and
        pushed up.  It was going to be difficult to climb back out of the
        tunnel.  “I need to return above to reconsider our
        alternatives,” he added solemnly without meeting the tracker’s gaze.  Vin touched
        Ezra’s shoulder.  “Reckon I freaked out some,” he admitted
        regretfully.  When Standish refused to say anything, he squeezed
        the gambler’s arm.  “Do it,” he ordered.  They would
        both die if Standish didn’t try this.  It was the best, even if
        it didn’t work.  He’d seen the determined look on the
        conman’s visage, in the short time the matched flared.  Standish
        had no intention of leaving until Vin was either out, or they were both
        dead.  “Are you
        certain?”  “Nope, but if
        that’s my only choice…”  “There maybe
        another option…I just need to consider it for a few moments.”  “It’s cold
        down here, Ezra.  We don’t have that much time.”  Standish
        struggled in the awkward position and removed his coat.  “My
        apologies.  How thoughtless.”  Damn he didn’t even think
        to bring down a blanket.  “Here, use this.”  “I’m already wearing mine. And b’sides, yer gonna need yer coat…” 
 “Sure.  I
        know.”  Damn he should never have disgraced himself in front of
        the gambler.  “Yer wastin’ time, Standish.  Go!”    ****Six The Southerner
        rested flat on his back, with his arms and legs flopped at his side and
        stared up at the greying sky.  He lay that way for what seemed an
        eternity, but in fact was only a matter of minutes - just enough time to
        catch his breath.  God, he couldn’t stand to be down there a
        moment longer.  If their positions were reversed, Ezra admitted he
        wouldn’t cope.  Just being in the tunnel for the short time
        he’d been down had caused enough material to furnish his nightmares
        for years on end.  How was Vin going to suppress the images when
        they hit?   Ezra dug a
        handful of ice and applied it to his swollen cheek.  At least his
        nose had stopped bleeding.  He couldn’t blame Vin for his
        behaviour; in reflection Standish probably would have reacted in similar
        fashion – possibly worse.  He held his hands up in front of his
        face; they were visibly shaking.  Did he tempt fate and proceed? 
        Perhaps Vin would survive in the bitter cold while he journeyed home to
        gather reinforcements.  With a grim nod, he already knew the truth. 
        Vin would not survive.  Standish was his only chance.  Ezra rolled off
        his back and sat up, drawing his legs to his chest.  He had to
        admit it was more difficult extricating himself from the fissure than it
        had been to repel down and rubbed his calf vigorously where the rope had
        been spiralled around it.  It was good to be free of it; his toes
        had started to go numb.  He crawled over to the mouth.  “Vin, I want
        you to slip the rope back over yourself,” he instructed, lowering the
        length back down to the trapped man.  “Got it,”
        Tanner responded weakly.   Ezra Standish
        wondered whether the trepidation in Vin’s voice was from the cold or
        fear of what he was about to undertake.  It could also be his leg
        that was troubling him – or a combination of all three.  “Vin,
        I’m going to be unable to communicate with you while I position the
        charge.  I’ll fire a shot into the air to let you know when I am
        ready.  Once you are free, I’ll have you brought back to the
        surface.”   God willing.  “Fine,
        Ezra.”  Tanner rested his head forward; his neck was becoming
        strained from tipping it back to see up the ravine.  He wrapped the
        gambler’s jacket in tightly and tried to move in the cramped space. 
        He felt the broken bones in his leg grate together and let out a
        blood-curdling yell before passing out.    ****Seven Standish had
        just dropped over the side when he heard the pitiful cry that spewed
        from the hollow.  He hesitated for a moment and listened intently,
        but Tanner didn’t request his return.  Ezra was momentarily
        distracted, unsure of what he should do.  Did he continue down or
        should he return to check on the Texan?  The newly falling snow
        helped him to decide.  Tanner wouldn’t stand a chance once the
        hole filled with snow; he’d suffocate, if not freeze to death, buried
        in a wall of rock and ice.  Ezra dropped
        along the line of rope, dangling; he clawed at the sheer rock face. 
        He glanced upward to the trail, estimating that this was the correct
        point that he should lodge the dynamite.  He’d measured the
        distance from the top with the rope, but he shuddered at the thought of
        causing Tanner bodily harm.  What if he wasn’t down low enough? 
        How could he look the tracker in the eye, knowing he’d been the one to
        disable his friend?  Tanner most likely would not consider him a
        friend if the occasion arose.  If, through this act he injured Vin
        more, Ezra would automatically lose his friendship.  Not only
        Vin’s, but ultimately, with the others also.  How could they not
        blame him?  Standish dropped
        another two feet and searched for a crevice to place the explosive. 
        He fumbled with the stick, hoping he’d shortened it sufficiently. 
        In frustration, Ezra pulled his gloves off, using his teeth.  The
        gloves dropped to the ground more than five hundred feet below.  He
        blew on his hands, rubbing the cold that had quickly penetrated the
        appendages.  Standish pushed it in and briefly sent up a prayer. 
        “Hope Josiah’s God is listening.” He fired the derringer into the
        air; the promised warning for Tanner, then pocketed the weapon, hoping
        Vin was lucid enough to recognise the impending danger.  “Now or
        never,” Ezra sighed, lighting the fuse.  He had only seconds
        before it detonated and he started scrambling up the cliff, shortening
        the rope as he went.  When it exploded Ezra was catapulted through
        the air and slammed violently up against the cliff face. He fell back
        down the short distance he’d scaled and jolted when the rope came to
        the end of its length.  The sudden stop forced the air from his
        lungs and he gasped painfully.  Ribs ground together, cracking
        under the sudden stricture. The rope bit tightly around his chest,
        compressing his lungs and making it difficult to draw in a much-needed
        breath.   Huge chunks of
        granite broke off and fell to the distant basin and the explosion set
        off a cascade of rock and large masses of earth hurtling in every
        direction.  The mountain vibrated under the attack, coughing forth
        many projectiles.  Ezra swung
        perilously at the end of the rope, the force of the explosion sending
        his lifeline into spasms.  He slammed hard into the rock wall and
        groped feverishly for a handhold, but his fingers were numb with cold
        and couldn’t hold on.  As he smashed flush with the steep rock
        face a protruding piece struck his forehead, cutting a deep gouge across
        his temple. The Southerner lost his tenuous hold on consciousness, and
        continued to swing dangerously backward and forward like a dying
        pendulum, his body crashing bonelessly into the wall unimpeded, until
        the rope ceased the momentum.  And all the
        while snow continued to fall.    ****Eight Vin’s eyes
        fluttered.  He moaned as his head lolled listlessly on his
        shoulders and the pain flared.  His hips ground against an unseen
        rock and another bruise was formed.  He wanted the suffering to
        end, and he was pleasantly numb to it in the world of darkness. 
        Tanner longed to slide back into oblivion, but something nagged at him,
        drawing him up.  He blinked, catching glimpses of the rock
        enclosure that had him trapped.  With the return to consciousness,
        came a fresh bolt of pain.  His lean frame shook as he rode out the
        spasm.  His eyes snapped
        fully open, and he gave himself a mental shake.  Ezra was planning
        to blow the wall away!  His body tensed.  Had the gambler
        already done it while he had been unconscious?  He hadn’t heard
        the warning shot Standish had promised.  Had it occurred while he
        was out cold?  His leg was still stuck, he noticed.  Maybe it
        hadn’t worked.  Fear and panic began to rise, his breaths came in
        short jolts and his vision swam.  What if something had happened to
        the Southerner?  He could have fallen…or worse.  Maybe Vin
        would die never having known.  Vin’s breathing caught in his
        throat, a small sob escaping his mouth.  A distinct noise
        echoed high above him and a relieved smile curled his lips.  That
        was Ezra’s peashooter.  He was about to find out if Ezra’s plan
        was going to succeed.  Vin held his breath and covered his head
        under the borrowed coat.  And waited.  The time stretched
        interminably and nothing happened.  He could feel the rapid beat of
        his heart hammering in his chest and the firm pull of the rope snugly
        about his chest.  He wondered what Standish had found to attach the
        other end of the rope to; he hoped it was sturdy enough to take his
        weight.  He tugged on the taut rope and was pleased that it gave no
        slack.   Vin gasped
        suddenly when the explosion came.  The tremors in his tomb radiated
        through him as the rock and shale fell from above and below him. 
        He winced when the harness tightened around him, taking his weight as he
        found himself freed.  The crevice split deeper, and the previously
        suffocating enclosure now gave way to a terrifying lack of support. 
        His arms flailed, finally griping tightly to the rope - his life dangled
        on a thin thread.     ****Nine A frigid draft
        whistled past him and he lifted his head from under Ezra’s jacket. 
        He shook the fragments of gravel off and tucked the burgundy jacket
        under his arm; it would not pay to lose the gambler’s clothing down
        the widening crack. Clouds of dust distorted his view, but he could make
        out the fissure he had been in had transformed, and was now torn open
        right through to the cliff face.   A small smile curled about
        the corners of his mouth.  It worked!  Vin tensed as
        the rope dug into his chest, and gathering his waning strength, he
        pulled himself upward to reach a newly formed ledge.  It wasn’t
        very wide, but he could stretch out his legs and relax while he waited
        for Ezra.  He was eager to leave now that he’d been released. 
        Panting, and feeling woozy from the exertion, Tanner leant heavily on
        the rocky backrest.  His leg protested the change in position and
        for the first time since he’d fallen, he critically viewed his broken
        limb.  His beige trousers were ripped from the ankle to his knee,
        and his stomach churned with nausea at the odd angle the leg rested. 
        He was relieved to be able to feel the hurt in his leg; it meant that he
        was alive and that both lower limbs were still intact.  But for
        some reason, it didn’t bother him as much as he expected.  He was
        more relaxed; a sense of peace and serenity enveloped him.  He
        wondered if Ezra would set it before they started back up the incline. 
        He laughed - a hollow cry of release.   He had been so
        scared.  He hadn’t figured that blowing part of the wall away
        would bring about his freedom.  Deep inside, he expected to die in
        that crevice.  When the dust
        and rock finally settled, Vin got a clear picture of the devastation
        Ezra had triggered.  Looking up, he could see a wide breach in the
        path, extending from the sheer cliff on the left to a plunging
        escarpment on the right; there would be no circling around the crevice. 
        The passage through the mountains would not be transferable; they’d
        need to close off the route to everyday travellers. Other than that,
        from his position, it was a breathtaking view, and if not for his
        present condition he’d have fully appreciated it.   There
        would be time for taking in the beauty of the landscape when they were
        back on firm ground.  How much longer would he have to wait for
        Standish?  How much time had passed already?  “Ezra?” he
        called anxiously.  A shift in the breeze brushed against his
        cheeks, and Vin noticed that the snowflakes fell from the sky once more.  Vin grunted;
        instead of keeping still, he twisted and turned searching for the
        overdue conman.  Seeds of doubt began to creep in. 
        “Standish!” he called more urgently, straining to catch a glimpse or
        hear a sound that verified that Ezra was coming.  But only the
        crisp snowflakes settled around him.  He closed his eyes and
        counted to ten.   When he opened
        them he scanned the upright walls, eventually he also looked down. 
        He held onto the rope for balance and edged to the tapered end of the
        ledge.  A startled gasp choked in his throat.  Not far below
        him, the Southerner hung limply.  “Aw hell!  Ezra!” he
        shouted.  He wriggled to get in a better position, but bumped his
        leg, bringing about a wave of uncontrolled agony.  The tormented
        cry echoed loudly in his ears, and the reverberation caused more pebbles
        and rocks to slide over the unstable ledge.   He panted,
        grimacing.  His eyes screwed tightly, contorting his face and
        effectively revealing his distress.  It was several moments before
        he could take another look.   What had happened?  What
        had gone wrong?  Surely this hadn’t been part of the gambler’s
        plan?   This didn’t bode well for them - either of
        them…they were both in perilous danger.  How did he reach the
        Southerner?  Had Standish survived the blast?  Damn, it had
        been a stupid plan!   What had he been thinking?  To
        allow the gambler to pull such a stunt?  He should have ordered
        Ezra to go for help.  That’s what he ought to have done. 
        “Shit!  Fuck it all to hell!”  He held his hand
        open, palm up.  A light dusting of snowflakes drifted into his
        gloves.  Tanner stared at the fresh snowfall, wondering how long it
        would last and what hope would they have if it began coming down in
        earnest.      ****Ten Ezra had the
        strangest sensation of flying, soaring on the updrafts and darting
        through the clouds.  But that was an impossible dream.  After
        all, he was sleeping in his feather bed, buried under his quilt, in his
        room above the saloon in Four Corners.  Only, he felt a shaft of
        incredibly frosty air prickle the skin on his face; so much so, that his
        cheeks were burning.  Good Lord!  He panicked, peddling his
        legs in midair only causing the rope to constrict more tightly around
        his chest and swinging him wide.  This wasn’t his room!  Far
        from it!  The miners!  Those Goddamn miners!  What had
        they done?  Standish peeled
        open one eye, for some reason his left eyelid was difficult to open. 
        He lifted a hand to his face feeling the swelling around his eye, and
        the stickiness of blood that trickled from his hairline.  The
        gambler twirled in the rope and swung around.  He swallowed the
        thick lump in his throat and summoned the nerve to look down. 
        “Courage, Ezra, courage.”  A nauseous swirling knotted in his
        belly.  He closed his mind to the endless drop.  What he’d
        give, to be able to curl up in a ball, snuggled beneath a thick layer of
        blankets.  Anywhere but here.  A rattle of
        pebbles plummeted over the side; a few shards fell directly on Ezra. 
        None were large enough to injure, but the collection made him bring his
        head up.  He craned his neck up the sharp incline; his head spun
        with a sickening dizziness.  With an audible gulp, the Southerner
        tempered the rising bile.  Although he was secured to the rope
        Standish was unable to loosen the hold his hands had tangled in the
        lifeline.  He knew it was not necessary, but the muscles in his
        forearms had cramped, locking his digits in a deathlike vice wrapped
        about the rope.  He gasped, surprised at how bitter cold the air
        was that rushed down inside his lungs.  The air seemed to
        crystallize, giving him the impression that his lungs filled with liquid
        instead of gas.  It was hard to catch his breath and even harder to
        force the unwanted gases from his body.  “Standish! 
        Stop hanging around down there and get yer ass up here!”  Vin? He knew for
        some reason, the tracker should be near.  “Vin?” Standish
        shouted, or he thought he did.  In actuality it came out little
        more than a whisper.  He turned urgently, trying to find the source
        of the Texan’s voice.  Why could he hear Vin, but not see the
        sharpshooter?  Had Tanner come back to haunt the gambler?   “Come on,
        Standish,” Vin beckoned, his disembodied voice sprang from a hidden
        position somewhere above Ezra’s head.  “It worked!  Yer
        plan worked and got me free.  Now get yer lazy butt into gear and
        start climbing.”  The gambler
        fought with the fog, but his body refused to follow simple commands. 
        He bumped into the wall, his legs tangling in a stunted tree root that
        sought purchase from the cracked wall.  His whole body spun,
        dangling, turning him away from the wall.  “Can’t.”  It
        was a whisper, more like a plea.  “Didn’t mean to kill you,
        Vin.”  Somewhere in his dazed and uncooperative mind he cussed at
        the malaise that smothered his body.    ****Eleven Tanner balanced
        precariously above, wincing at the off key melody the Southerner broke
        into.  The haunting tune drifted up from the ravine, the words
        echoing, lazily overlapping each other.  Vin searched his mind
        trying to locate the source of the gambler’s jingle, but failed. 
        The tracker shifted uncomfortably, patiently waiting for Ezra’s senses
        to clear.  If only they had the time to squander.  He wondered
        if they would both survive the exposure to the icy conditions.  “When is your
        birthday?” Ezra slurred.  He sounded drunk to Vin’s ears.  “Ya talking to
        me?”  “Yes. 
        Yes.  Whom else would I be conversing with?”  Yes indeed –
        with whom was he speaking?  The irritation
        in his voice was amusing, considering how Vin was faring.  He
        didn’t give a razoo about yapping.  His leg was busted and he was
        hanging by a rope, stuck on a Goddamn ledge in the freezing cold no
        less, and talking to a concussed gambler who only wanted to sing and ask
        stupid questions.  Vin grunted.  Why couldn’t Standish just
        climb up and get Tanner out of this fix?   “You do have
        one, don’t you?” Standish persisted.  Did apparitions have
        birthdays?  One what? 
        “What the hell are ya talking about, Ezra?”  Tanner leaned to
        the edge of his crypt; he could see the top of the gambler’s head.   “Nothing,
        nothing at all,” came the slurred Southern drawl.   Tanner sighed
        deeply, hearing more in the resigned mumblings than Standish would ever
        admit to.  “Ezra?  Want to play a game?”  There was a long
        pause.  Tanner wondered if Standish was still conscious. 
        “Is it fun?”  “Could be. 
        Ya want ta?”  Vin could almost
        imagine the dimples in the gambler’s cheeks accompanying the growing
        grin.  “Okay.”  “Ezra? 
        Ya have to come here so I can tell ya the rules.”   “Rules?” he
        sounded confused, even stunned at the stipulation.  “I can hear
        you quite well from here.”  Tanner groaned. 
        “Can’t yell ‘em out.  Everybody’ll hear.  It’s a
        secret.”  “Do I have
        to?” he whined.  “Won’t take
        ya long…”  “Why don’t
        you come down here?” Standish bargained, the slur still affecting his
        speech.  Tanner growled;
        he wasn’t up to coercing the conman.  “’Cause it won’t work
        down there.”   “Oh.”   “Ezra? 
        Ya coming?”  Vin waited, holding his breath, straining his ears. 
        He sighed when Ezra’s ruffled mop of hair lifted into his view.    ****Twelve The torn,
        bloodied and bruised face that popped over the edge had Vin staring
        wide-eyed at the gambler.  “Geez, Ezra.  Man, does that
        hurt?”  Stupid question.  Standish panted
        as he crawled over the rim.  “Does what hurt?”  Tanner raised
        his arm to point at the obvious, but on second thought lowered it. 
        He studied the wide open cut across Ezra’s brow and the matted hair
        with the congealed blood that hung into his eyes.  His left eye was
        swollen closed and a dark bruise marred his cheek.  “Get over
        here, and put yer coat back on.”   “I don’t
        feel like playing now.”  It was hard work scaling the wall and
        the coloured dots that danced on the rim of his vision were becoming
        annoying.  “That’s
        okay, neither do I.”  “Want to go to
        sleep.”  Standish dropped the coat in his lap, and fell against
        the tracker’s shoulder.  “Can’t go
        ta sleep.”  Vin prodded the gambler upright.  Hell, why did
        everything fall back on him?   Tanner was in no better shape
        than the conman, and certainly unable to, as Ezra would say, extricate
        them both.   “Let’s get ya in this coat.  Yer
        freezing.”  “Better?” 
        Vin inquired after some minutes.  “Hmmm…”  “Ya
        thirsty?”  “No…” 
        But Standish licked at his lips when Vin dapped snow to his open mouth. 
        “It’s cold.”  “Yeah.”  Standish
        muttered tiredly.  “Never told me… the date… of your
        birthday.”  “September
        second,” he smiled.  Vin draped an arm around Ezra’s shoulder
        and pulled the gambler snugly against him.  There was no way they
        could climb back up without some help.  “Reckon it’s just the
        two of us,” he whispered over the gambler’s head.  ****Thirteen Vin brushed the
        white powder from Ezra’s hair.  The conman had succumbed to the
        head injury and the cold, unable to keep his thoughts clear and the
        sleep at bay.  His pasty features were lax and his lips tinged with
        blue.  Vin rubbed Ezra’s shoulder, more for his own sake than for
        the unconscious man.  But perhaps on some level, the Southerner
        would find some measure of comfort knowing that he did not die alone.  Tanner glanced
        at his broken leg, sometime over the last hour it had lost the urgent
        cry and now it was completely numb.  He felt slightly mollified
        that his last remaining hours would not be tempered with a haze of pain. 
        If only he could get them out of this.  He fingered the knot that
        had slipped under his armpit and adjusted the position; he snaked under
        Ezra’s coat and did similarly.  He wondered why he even bothered. 
        He should throw off the ropes; they were of no use to them now.  ~~~~~~~  The wind had
        picked up and brought with it a flurry of snow, Vin did the best he
        could in the circumstances, burying them both under his overcoat and
        huddling together to keep each other warm.  Standish stirred in his
        arms, groaning with the return of wakefulness.  “Hey.”  Ezra returned
        Vin’s steady gaze, with a somewhat skewered look.  “Vin.”  “Yep.”  “Why’s it
        dark?” he slurred.  “Just got us
        covered with m’ coat.”  Ezra stared at
        Vin, finally jumping back from the close proximity they shared and
        dislodging Vin’s overcoat.  “Your leg?”  “Can’t feel
        it no more.”  Tanner could see the cogs literally ticking over as
        Standish assimilated the information.  “Not good.”   Vin smiled
        wanly, shrugging his shoulders.  “Don’t hurt so bad now.”  Ezra screwed his
        eyes closed, grimacing as the torn facial wounds pulled apart. 
        What he’d give for one of Nathan’s vile concoctions right about now. 
        Without opening his eyes, he asked; “Did it work?  Are you
        free?”  “Yeah it
        worked, Ezra.  Ya done good.”  Ezra shook his
        head and shifted against Vin, his limbs responding slowly; his brain
        registered how cold and numb each body part felt and protested. 
        “I bungled it royally.  A slipshod performance at best.  I
        ask that you could find it within yourself to forgive me?”  “Ain’t gonna
        fergive ya fer nothing,” Tanner growled.  “Ya did everythin’
        ya promised ya’d do, and I’m thanking you.  Ya hear me?” he
        lightly punched the Southerner in the arm.  “But…”
        Ezra waved in frustration, glancing up to the track where both Peso and
        Chaucer waited.   “No
        buts…least we ain’t alone.”  After Standish
        slipped free of his hold on consciousness, Vin tucked his coat around
        them both.  He struggled with the icy tentacles himself, attempting
        to resist, but succumbed shortly after the gambler.    ****Fourteen When next he
        woke, Vin Tanner was once more aware of his damaged limb.  The
        broken bones howled mercilessly with an avenging wail and he was mindful
        of the shifting floor.   He shivered, hugging tightly onto the
        covering, not registering that the woollen blanket did not belong to
        him.  He rolled with the moving tide; jostled into the rhythm of
        the seesawing action and a barely audible moan brushed over his lips. 
        The heaving to and fro came to a stop.  “Reckon it was
        ‘bout time you come to,” a dour voice greeted him, lifting off the
        blanket that had him cocooned.  “Yer friend was worried. 
        Told ‘im you’d be fine, though.  Fixed yer leg and splinted
        it.” Vin jerked
        forward, sitting up on his elbows.  He frowned at the grizzly man. 
        “Who’re you?”  His face seemed familiar for some reason.  “Name’s not
        important, but when I need one, I use Charlie.”   One of the
        miners?  Tanner narrowed his eyes and deliberately gave the
        old-timer a calculated look.  Yes.  He recalled seeing the
        chiselled face among the men at the mining camp.   Friend or
        foe?   Could he trust this miner?  Tanner stared into the
        deep recesses that held his eyes.  He nodded briefly; Standish
        would have measured the man’s worth in a flash.  “Ezra?  
        Where’s Ezra?   He okay?”  Vin twisted about
        frantically.  “He’s gone
        back ta sleep,” Charlie hobbled to the opposite side of the buckboard
        and lifted a fraction of the blanket off his other passenger, revealing
        the slack features of the gambler.   “Figured he needed
        it.”  Vin eased back
        to the nest of blankets.  “Ya get us up?”  It seemed
        unbelievable that the ornery miner had rescued both Ezra and him.  Charlie
        chuckled, showing the dark holes where his teeth used to be. 
        “Used yer horses.  They’re a might more agreeable than ole
        Henry.”  He nodded to the mule that was harnessed to the rig. 
        “Don’t usually come up this way, what with me arthritis playin’
        up.  But figured it’d be quicker coming through the pass than
        goin’ around; just didn’t reckon on finding the track blown to hell. 
        Heard an explosion.”  Tanner slumped
        further inside the hollow, his strength zapped from the little
        conversation.  He watched Charlie’s nervous glance back along the
        trail; this old man knew more than he was saying. Did he know who caused
        the explosions?  Were Vin and Ezra the intended targets from the
        blast?  “Where ya takin’ us?”  “Yer friend,
        Ezra, he said ya were from Four Corners.”  “Yep.”  “Reckon
        there’d be some people there to help yas?”   “Yeah,” Vin
        nodded drowsily.   Charlie pulled
        out a dark coloured bottle and thrust it into Vin’s face.  “You
        better shruck down some of this ‘fore we get goin’.”  Tanner eyed the
        laudanum suspiciously, considered refusing the offer, until he heard the
        muffled southern tones beside him.  “Drink it,
        Vin.”  “Ezra!”  “In the
        flesh,” he drawled thickly, “If not, the mind.”  “We made
        it!”  “That we did,
        Mr. Tanner.   Could you please lower your voice?”  Vin griped the
        gambler’s hand and squeezed it.  “Chris is gonna be pissed.”  Standish
        groaned.  “You had to remind me.”  “Ain’t like
        yer gonna be grounded for weeks on end.  I ain’t gonna be able to
        escape ‘em with this bung leg,” he groused.  Ezra chuckled. 
        “Drink up, Vin.  I want to be home,” he grumbled. “Preferably
        in my own bed.”  Vin upended the bottled, swallowing a good portion of the opiate. Anything to make the trip more bearable. “Take us home, Charlie.” The End | 
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