Fear Takes Control

by Wgang

Disclaimers: I don’t own Mag 7 and I don’t have any money so don’t sue me.

Note: Thanks to Mog for creating the ATF universe and letting us play in it. In my threesome stories Vin is very naïve when it comes to sex. This is due to what happened to him when he was younger. My first story New Blood Makes a Threesome explains that. The second story is Vin’s Birthday Surprise; the last story is Vin Helps a Desperate Buck. It would be a good idea if you read those three stories first.

Summary: Vin takes a dangerous risk, Chris loses his temper and does something he regrets, but then he gets a shock.

Warnings: language, discipline, m/m sex, mild violence,


Vin shivered a little as he remembered the expression on Chris’s face when he had reached the team after the sting operation had gone down. His lover was pissed, big time pissed off. Vin had broken cover during the sting and had suffered a bullet graze on his arm. He was standing on the front porch of the ranch house getting ready to take the lion on in his den so to speak.

Vin couldn’t help but flash back to earlier in the day.

Nathan had immediately descended on him checking him out cleaning the wound and then deciding that Vin needed to go to the hospital to have it stitched up. Nathan assured Chris and Buck, Vin’s two over protective lovers that it was a minor wound but he figured it needed a couple of stitches.

The three men had been together for almost a year. While it had not always been perfect as all three men brought their own baggage to the relationship for the most part it had been happy and fulfilling for everyone. By everyone that included Team 7 as a whole. Chris had relaxed even more when Vin had entered his life and bed. Buck had been very relieved to share the burden of Chris’s legendary temper and moods with someone else. Chris’s moods were not as prominent as they had been for the first couple of years after the death of his family.

Now Vin was worried about that temper and mood. Nathan had gone with Vin to the hospital; Buck and JD were also there. It had been JD whose life Vin had saved when he stepped out on the catwalk in full view of the gunrunners. JD had taken a bullet to the shoulder but was expected to be fine.

Vin had sent Buck to stay with JD while he had the stitches put in assuring him he was fine. Neither man mentioned the fact that Chris had gone back to the office with the others saying he needed to type up the report. That was what Chris said but the team had known it was because he was so angry at Vin for putting his life in danger he was afraid he would say something he would regret.

Buck told Vin that he would take him home after they got JD settled; the younger man was going to have to spend the night for observation. Nathan had informed everyone that since Raine was out of town he would stay with JD. Nathan had known that while Buck adored JD like a kid brother he would want to be with Vin, after all his young lover was hurt and Chris would probably be on the warpath.

Vin sent Nathan on his way to check on Buck and JD. Vin called the office and found out from Josiah that Chris had already headed for home. Figuring it would be best to talk with Chris without Buck around. Vin called a friend who picked him up and dropped him at the ranch. Vin hated to bother his old buddy because the weather was cold and there was still snow on the ground but he felt he really needed to see Chris.

Now here he was at the ranch wondering if Chris was still really pissed. Vin opened the door and entered the family room.

Chris was sitting on the sofa sipping on a glass of whiskey his preferred drink of choice. Vin paused as the blonde looked at him his face expressionless.

“How are you Vin?” Chris calmly asked.

“It only took four stitches, it wasn’t a big deal. They are keeping JD overnight,” Vin replied just standing there not sure what to do. The calmness of his lover was almost as scary as his temper.

“Do you know how I felt when I saw you fall to the catwalk? I didn’t know if you were dead or alive.”

Vin licked his lips, “I’m sorry Chris, but if I hadn’t JD would probably be dead.”

Chris stood up.

“There are others on the team. Ezra also saw the guy, you didn’t have to move from cover,” he growled taking a step towards his young lover.

“I didn’t know that, besides it is my job to protect the team,” Vin asserted his stubborn nature appearing.

“I told you a few months ago when you did the same thing to protect a member of Team 4. You DO NOT leave cover. I thought I made myself clear at that time, but I guess you didn’t hear that order,” Chris said taking another step while he tossed back the remainder of his drink.

Despite appearances he had only had one drink before this one so he was far from drunk.

“I’m sorry Chris, I just saw JD in trouble and I forgot to stay put,” Vin said his head dropping. Chris was right he had warned Vin about his need to stay behind cover. If Vin were shot then everyone was at risk.

Vin knew that was one thing his older lover was thinking and it was true. However he also knew that Chris worried over him, he had noticed that over the past few months Chris had become more possessive and protective of him. It was though the older man thought if he took his eyes off Vin something would happen to him.

Their lovemaking had also become more intense, Chris was clearly the dominant one of the relationship and Vin preferred it that way. Chris had begun to introduce things into the bedroom, some things Vin liked and some he didn’t.

The spankings were a big turn on, the toys were okay but he didn’t like being tied down, not like Buck did. Vin had a problem with bondage so that was one thing he avoided unless he knew his lover really wanted it which thankfully wasn’t often. Despite the love and assurances from his lover he was still unsure whether this threesome was going to last and he knew he was odd man out.

Buck knew that Vin didn’t like being tied down and told him to let Chris know but Vin said no that he knew Chris liked it. Vin made Buck promise not to tell informing him that if he got really nervous he would tell Chris.

“Well Vin, I could write you up for disobeying an order but I don’t want to do that, however you do need to be punished. Maybe then you will learn to listen to me, I only have your best interests at heart. Follow me,” Chris ordered.

Vin trailed after the man thinking that maybe he should have waited for Bucklin Chris was acting way to calm; something was off with his blond lover.

In the meantime Buck was frantic; he couldn’t believe Vin didn’t wait for him. Buck wasn’t just irritated at Vin he was furious with himself. For a couple of weeks he meant to let Vin know what day was coming up so he could be prepared for Chris’s mood. However with being swamped at work he had just flat forgot. Now who knew what Vin was going to walk in on?

Today was Sarah’s birthday, Chris had not gotten drunk or depressed for several years on the important anniversaries of his dead family since he and Buck had become lovers. Being in a relationship with Buck had made life easier for Larabee. However Buck had noticed that the closer this anniversary came this year the quieter and more tightly wound his lover had become. The holidays were also getting closer which made Chris more introspective.

Buck drove as fast as he safely could towards home. There was no doubt that Chris was feeling the loss of his family more this year and the only reason he could think of was the fact that Vin was now their lover. There had been signals from the blond for weeks that something was brewing but he not acknowledged it.

Buck like Vin had observed that Chris was becoming very territorial around the younger man. There had been no change in the dynamic of the three men at home as far as making love but when other people were around Chris watched Vin like a hawk. In fact a couple of weeks ago the team had been at a bar after work on a Friday. Vin had gone to the bar to get another pitcher of beer when a man around his age approached him. It was apparent that the guy was flirting; while Buck and the others thought it was amusing as Vin was blushing at the attention Chris was not happy. In a second Chris was beside Vin his hand on the younger mans lower back stating very clearly that he was taken.

Chris glared at the guy said something and then stalked off, Vin in front of him; Chris only removed his hand when they sat down. Even then he made sure to place his arm along the back of Vin’s chair. Vin later admitted to Buck that Chris had all but growled at the guy ‘he isn’t interested and he’s mine, so back the fuck off.’

Vin had chuckled later when Buck had cornered him assuring Buck that the possessiveness of their lover didn’t bother him as he had gone through most of his life with no one giving a damn about him. Of course later that night was the first time Chris had tied Vin to the bed. Buck had seen the brief panic that had crossed the vivid blue eyes but Chris had his back turned getting the handcuffs out of the drawer. Buck had opened his mouth but Vin had shaken his head so that Buck knew to keep his mouth shut.

Buck hit the steering wheel as he remembered how intense Chris had been that night with Vin, not mean or rough just totally focused on the younger man. Chris had told Buck to watch as he drove Vin to crazy and he had. It seemed as though Chris mapped out with his tongue, mouth, teeth and fingers every square inch of the lithe body. By the time he was finished Vin’s eyes were dark with passion and he was begging Chris to take him. Chris had put Vin’s long legs on his shoulders then slid with one thrust inside his lovers body. Buck remembered how Vin had cried out at the sensation clearly enjoying himself despite being handcuffed to the bed. Later as Vin lay sleeping he and Chris had enjoyed their own bout of lovemaking. Buck should have said something at the time but he hadn’t. After they made love Chris had curled towards Vin pulling the boy in close spooning behind him his arm a steel band across Vin’s stomach.

Chris had kissed Buck that night and whispered, “I still cannot believe he is ours Buck, he was a virgin a total innocent and he is ours. I should keep him tied up in this bed that way he would be protected and safe.”

“He is a big boy, Chris he can take care of himself,” Buck had assured his lover.

“Maybe so, but he has us now, and we can take care of him, because I don’t think I could handle losing him. He reminds me of Sarah with that innocence of his. Oh I know that he has seen a lot of stuff in his life but he still retains that simple joy of everyday living. He gets such pleasure watching the sunset on the deck or playing with that kitten of his. Adam always loved cats; he would chase them until they finally hid from him.”

Buck had felt a warning bell in the back of his brain but he had ignored it. Now with Vin at the ranch with an upset Chris who knew what was going to happen? Chris was equating Vin with his dead family, a family that Chris would have done anything to bring back and Vin had put himself in danger that day, something that would have brought back bad memories for the blond man.

All he could do was hope and pray that nothing bad was happening at the ranch.

Meanwhile at the ranch Vin was walking into their bedroom right behind Chris, he saw the bed was turned down and there were handcuffs. With the mood his lover was in he didn’t feel comfortable at all.

Swallowing around a suddenly tight throat Vin whispered, “You are not putting me in those handcuffs, Chris.”

“Oh yes I am Vin. You disobeyed me today, you could have died. I told you that you needed to be punished and that is what is going to happen or are you unhappy with the way things are around here?” Chris asked staring intently at the younger man.

For the first time since they met the Larabee glare made Vin drop his eyes.

With tears clogging his throat Vin softly replied, “No I love…love it here. You know I do…I love you and Bu…Bucklin.”

“We love you to Vin but you cannot go around scaring us like this. So here is the deal you take your punishment and it is forgotten. I doubt that you will leave cover again without first thinking of tonight,” Chris said squashing his desire to just toss Vin to the bed and tie him down by force.

Vin wanted to run but he couldn’t, he loved Chris and Buck. It was the first real home he had since his mother had died when he was five. There was no doubt they loved him, there was also no doubt that something had been working on Chris’s brain for a while now. It seemed that his mistake today had brought it to a head. Well he would take the punishment and like Chris said it would be forgotten, he couldn’t give up what he had at the ranch…he couldn’t be alone again.

Shivering slightly Vin just nodded his head.

Chris smiled in triumph, he had known he would win; Vin was always willing to admit when he was wrong and willing to take the consequences no matter what they might be.

“Strip then lay down on the bed on your stomach.”

Vin quickly stripped wanting to get it over with. Chris put Vin in the middle of the bed on his stomach handcuffed him.

Then to Vin’s shock he felt straps go around his ankles so that he was bound to the bed his legs spread.

Panicking slightly he cried out, “NO! Chris not my ankles, take the straps off.”

Chris knelt between the long legs letting his hands stroke the shaking thighs.

“Relax Vin, it will be fine. You know that I love you, it will be fine. This is punishment not pleasure. I want you to understand what you could have lost today.”

Vin forced himself to relax; he was being ridiculous Chris wouldn’t hurt him.

Just then his ass was hit with something hard and it fucking hurt…big time.

Vin angled his head to until he see Chris raising his hand over his head a big paddle with what looked like black bristles. Pain slashed through him as the paddle hit his ass.

This was much harder than Chris had spanked him before, of course before it had been all about playing and pleasure.

As the paddle came down a third time he gasped, “Chris, please…listen…”

Chris growled, “Do I have to gag you Vin? I will if I need to, now take your punishment and it will soon be over.”

Vin bit his lip hard so he wouldn’t cry out. Finally he buried his head in the pillow so his whimpers wouldn’t be heard. He was determined to get through this then everything would be alright, Chris would forgive him and it would be forgotten.

Deep down though he knew that it would be a long time before he would be able to forget what Chris was forcing him to endure.

Chris dropped the paddle on the bed and looked at his young lover. Vin’s ass was bright red…good now the boy would remember to follow orders.

Just to make sure that Vin would not forget to stay safe Chris began to undo his belt, a couple of swats with it would drive the point home.

Before he could get it off there was a roar of rage from the doorway.

Chris turned in time to see Buck hurtling across the room, then the next thing he knew a massive fist slammed into him sending him flying across the room.

Buck was horrified as he stared down at Vin who still had his head buried in the pillow.

Buck released Vin’s ankles and then his wrists all the while murmuring soothing nonsense to the boy who had yet to move or say anything.

“Damn you Buck, I was teaching Vin a fucking lesson on obeying orders. I will NOT loose him through his carelessness,” Chris howled as he launched himself off the floor taking Buck down in a tackle.

As the two men struggled with each other, Vin slowly got off the bed wincing as the pain of the paddling hit him.

Tears filled his eyes as he watched his two lovers, he had caused all this, if he had not come along then the two men wouldn’t be fighting…he ruined everything he touched according to one of his foster fathers and the it looked like the guy was right.

Vin mired in self recrimination, blaming himself for the fighting between his lovers ran from the room.

Vin ran from the house the cold air slamming into him making him remember that he was naked but he didn’t slow down. Slipping on the snow he fell to his knees skinning them both. Vin didn’t stop running until he reached the haven of the barn where he huddled in the corner of Peso’s stall.

The big black horse lowered his head nuzzling into the long hair of his owner. Peso could sense that his owner was upset.

Vin found himself shivering and shaking from the frigid cold. Standing up long enough to grab a blanket off the stall door he sat back down in the corner of the stall huddled under the blanket. Time had no meaning as he sat in silence his thoughts whirled around…where would he go…he had to get another job…Chris hated him…Buck hit Chris and now hated him…he was useless…he was a trouble maker…he was a fucking idiot and a waste of space.

The thoughts kept swirling filling his mind so that he didn’t hear the stall door open and Buck entered. Buck had a bruise on his cheek but he had delivered more punishment than he had received.

Chris had a black eye, and a split lip. The blond was currently in the bedroom tied to the bed, Buck had taken advantage of his size and his temper to strip his lover naked and strapped him to the bed. He had also gagged him; let it be a lesson in NOT how to treat a lover. Let Chris see how it felt to be at the mercy of someone who claimed to love you…see how he liked to be helpless. Of course Chris could get himself out of the cuffs, they had a safety escape mechanism but he doubted Chris would do that anytime soon.

Buck knelt down next to Vin not liking the glassy blue eyes that seemed to stare right through him, he had seen where the boy had fallen and worried that Vin had hurt himself.

“Vin…babe come on back to the house. I need to take care of you…it is safe to come back,” Buck soothed.

Vin brokenly whispered, “No…Chr…Chris hates me…I’m just a…a fuck up. I messed…”

Buck interrupted, “You didn’t mess anything up. Chris is at fault. Now come back inside sweetheart.”

Thankfully Buck was able to get Vin to his feet but the boy took one step and gasped as the pain of the spanking and the fall made it hard to walk.

Buck growled as he realized what the problem was but he needed to get Vin to the house to take care of it.

In a heartbeat he picked Vin up like he would a child and carried him into the house.

He thought about using the guest bathroom but decided that Chris needed to see what damage his temper had done.

Glancing down at Vin as he entered the bedroom he saw that Vin had his eyes shut. Deliberately Buck let the blanket fall to the side so that Chris could see what he had done.

Chris was laying on his stomach his head facing the door glaring. When Buck entered the bedroom the blonde’s eyes immediately went to Vin.

Chris couldn’t believe what he saw. Vin’s butt was still bright red and had to be painful for the younger man.

Buck slightly turned Vin to the side so that Chris could see Vin’s skinned knees, and then with a glare at the tied up blond Buck strolled into the bathroom.

Chris sagged limply into the bed, my God what had he done…destroyed his relationship with his lovers that was for sure. Vin would never trust him again, Buck would take Vin and they both would take off. That was what he deserved anyway, what the hell had gotten into him behaving like that.

Deep down he knew, he had allowed the past to haunt him again. He had allowed his past sorrows, the loss of his loved ones to rule his present life and he had probably destroyed his future.

Buck gently stood Vin up in the shower after the water was the right temperature to warm him up. For a few minutes Vin kept his arms wrapped around Buck just luxuriating in the warmth of his lover and the water. He wanted to remember this moment as he was sure it would be the last time he would be this close to Buck.

With gentle hands Buck washed Vin’s hair then soaped up and washed the slim body paying special care to the burning ass and the skinned up knees. Thank goodness the knees weren’t bad, the snow partially protected them. Buck gritted his teeth when Vin cringed as he washed the red skin. If he didn’t think it would agitate Vin he would go in and blister Chris’s ass until the skin broke. That would serve the bastard right.

It was one thing to spank during the enjoyment of sex play but this was punishment. Chris had never spanked Vin this hard; the boy would be in pain for a few days. This wasn’t going to wear off in just a few hours; he was surprised it hadn’t broken the skin.

When he had Vin dried off he carried him out of the bathroom making sure he didn’t see Chris on the bed. Glancing over at the blond Buck saw that his old friend had his head buried in the pillow and his shoulders were shaking as silent sobs shook him.

Good let the realization of what he had done force Chris to accept help because it was obvious he needed some to get past his demons.

Walking into Vin’s bedroom Buck all but dressed the younger man in loose sweats. Vin was like a rag doll doing what he was told but no more, it was like the life had been sucked right out of him.

The only time Vin acknowledged him was when he reached up to the bruise on his face and gently touched it his eyes apologizing for causing it.

Buck simply whispered, “Not your fault baby.”

Buck wrapped his arm around Vin’s shoulders and ushered him into the family room where he built up a big fire. Buck then yanked the big quilt off the back of the sofa and wrapped it around the still shivering man.

With a sigh of relief as the warmth began to permeate deep into his body Vin slowly became aware of his surroundings. Buck situated himself in the corner of the sofa situating Vin so that most of the younger man’s weight was off his sore ass.

Total silence reigned in the room for several minutes, Buck waited for Vin to speak first. The big man rubbed Vin’s arm trying to get the boy to relax against him and it was slowly working.

Finally in a small voice Vin whispered, “Do you hate me?”

Buck pressed a kiss to the side of the still slightly damp hair.

“I could never hate you. I love you Vin that will never change.”

“Bu…but I caused you to fight with…Chr…Chris. I know how much you love him. This is…is all my fault,” Vin brokenly said.

Buck felt the urge to get up and beat on Chris some more but figured that would accomplish nothing but upset Vin even more.

In a calm rational voice Buck said, “Vin you did nothing wrong. You saw the danger JD was in and you reacted that is only natural. Should you have waited to see if someone else picked up on the guy, maybe…I don’t know I wasn’t in your spot? You did your job and JD is alive.”

Vin was silent for a minute as he processed what Buck had said. His lover hadn’t sounded mad at him at all; in fact Buck seemed to think Vin did just fine. Why had Chris been so livid?

“Then why is Ch…Chris so angry at me?”

Buck hesitated before he began to talk. Buck’s sixth sense told him that Chris had released himself and was standing in the shadow of the hallway listening in. Well good let him listen.

“I should have told you this before now, today is Sarah’s birthday. Since we have been together he has gotten through these family days pretty well. I should have realized when I noticed he was getting quiet and uptight that it would be different this year.”

Vin sadly said, “Because of me. I am to blame.”

Buck quickly replied, “Absolutely not. Chris is to blame. The only thing you did was come into our lives and we are richer for it.”

“Then why did he…get so angry and think I needed to be…punished?” Vin miserably asked.

“Chris has…well he has always put people in little boxes in his brain. Sarah and Adam were put in the family one, they were to be protected, sheltered and looked after. He has put you in that same box. When you were shot today it shattered that wide open. Chris wasn’t able to save Sarah and Adam but he was going to save you no matter what it took. I think he felt that just talking wasn’t getting through to you so he took extreme measures. He adores you Vin, he has worked himself into a state that he sees other men who talk to you as someone trying to take you away from him, he would love to wrap you up in cotton and leave you here at the ranch safe and sound.”

Vin mulled over Buck’s words, they made sense and he was finally coming to accept the fact that he was not to blame but that didn’t solve the issue. Deep down he had known he had done nothing wrong but he hated for one of his lovers to be mad at him.

“Okay I see what you mean, but Bucklin I won’t be tied down again, not even if it is supposed to be playful. If he tries to spank me like he did today then I am out of here. I don’t know what to say to him or act around him right now. Maybe I should leave for a bit,” Vin said not wanting to leave at all.

“If you leave Vin, then I am going with you,” Buck calmly stated.

Vin looked up at shocked at the words, before he could say anything though there was a whirlwind coming at them.

Chris fell to his knees by the sofa his hands reaching out and grasping Vin’s arms tightly as the green eyes beseeched his lovers not to leave him.

Vin shrank back against Buck the sudden appearance of Chris startling him.

“Pl…please don’t leave…I am so…so sorry for treating you like I did,” Chris sobbed.

Buck felt Vin move as though to comfort the blond but he grasped the younger man not allowing him to move forward. Chris needed to apologize and grovel, he did wrong and Vin needed to hear it.

Chris choked, “I was so terrified today when I saw…saw you leave cover. I thought I was going to see you die right in front of me. I…I cannot take losing someone I love again. You and Buck are the world to me, Vin. I wish I could take it all back…I should never have tied you up; I should never have abused your trust like that. The spanking…shit…I don’t know what I was thinking…hell I wasn’t thinking. I just knew I needed you to be safe, I needed you to understand how much I need you here safe with me.”

Vin swallowed heavily, he had never seen Chris so upset and the man was on his knees apologizing that was earth shattering. Chris never apologized.

It became clear then, Bucklin was right, Chris loved him and couldn’t deal with him being in danger.

Well that would have to be dealt with, he was the ATF sharpshooter and danger was part of the job. Vin could feel the stubbornness that had enabled him to survive on the streets rise to the surface.

Vin was nothing if not honest. He realized that if he had spoken up the first time about not liking to be tied up then Chris probably would not have done it today. Chris until today had never done anything to scare or hurt him. The toys and the paddling used as foreplay had been consensual and he had enjoyed that. Doing a quick replay of the past few months that had been the best of his life Vin realized he had let his older lovers especially Chris call the shots, he had deferred to the blond because he loved him.

Obviously he had forgotten that when an alpha male is given any leeway he will continue to push and take more if he isn’t stopped, Vin had not stopped his lover. Years of being alone had made him accepting of the situation, of allowing Chris to be so possessive…yeah so bossy with him even in their personal life. However he had not minded until he had been tied up and until tonight.

Well that was going to change. Chris needed to realize that Vin Tanner was not a boy who needed to be coddled and protected…who would put up with punishment like a child.

Buck sensed the change in his young lover, smiling to himself he figured that Vin was about to assert himself. Vin had not had a problem with expressing his opinions and feelings before they had become lovers but he had changed become more submissive around Chris, allowing the blond to call the tune. It looked like Chris had stepped over the line and Vin Tanner was going to change into a predator and give as good as he got.

Chris was totally unaware of the thoughts swirling around in his lover’s heads, he was so mired in self loathing as he continued to apologize praying that Vin would somehow forgive him.

Vin calmly removed Buck’s arms from around him. Glancing over his shoulder he saw that Buck knew what was coming…in fact the big man had probably been waiting for this moment.

Vin got to his feet which caused Chris to fall backwards to land on his ass on the floor totally taken aback by his lover’s movement.

Finally getting a look at Chris’s face Vin almost winced in sympathy, one eye was already black and blue and his lip was swollen. However Vin refused to let his wayward lover see how much the injury bothered him.

Vin in a calm cool voice said, “You were out of line Chris. It was partially my fault. I let you make decisions for me and I let you hover over me like I was a kid. I hadn’t had that feeling that someone cared for so long I didn’t want to ruin it by kicking up a fuss. But tonight…well that is going way too far. I understand what day it is and how upset you are about that but don’t take it out on me. I have a job to do and that is being the sharpshooter for Team 7, if you cannot accept that then I will need to be transferred to another team. Also I am not a kid, if we want this threesome to work then I am an equal partner in all decisions…understood?”

Chris swallowed as he listened to Vin. If he didn’t agree and if he didn’t change then Vin would leave the team and probably the ranch in the near future.

Vin watched as Chris quickly nodded his head.

“Say it.” he instructed hating to sound so cold.

“I understand. I will do better Vin, I promise,” Chris whispered.

Just then Vin noticed that Chris was naked lying on the floor, perhaps now was the time to show he could be dominant and wasn’t to be fucked with unless he wanted to fuck around.

Buck just sat back and watched, he had a feeling that Chris was in for the shock of his life, Vin was about to take his control back, he was feeling his oats and he was going to act on them. This was the Vin who had joined the team, the Vin who had joyfully entered into their threesome. Sure he was naïve and had never had a male lover but he made up his own mind up until recently and it looked like he was going to again.

“I like it when you make love to me, possess me but I am not your wife to be protected from every ill wind that blows. I am just as strong as you are. If you really want to do better then I want you on the bed on your stomach waiting for me,” Vin instructed.

Chris had flinched at the mention of his wife but he quickly scrambled to his feet as he ran for the bedroom.

Vin looked at Buck.

“It has been quite a while since I fucked his brains out and I think he is due. Do you want to join me?” Vin asked.

Buck grinned as he got to his feet hugging the younger man close.

“Nope, but I want to watch. You make him feel it baby and I mean you make him feel it for days, nothing is better than a hard cock in the ass to drive the point home,” Buck said as they headed to the bedroom.

Vin grimaced, “If that was supposed to be funny, you will need to try harder.”

Buck smiled, “I think I will be hard enough in a few minutes.”

Vin just shook his head as he entered the bedroom.

Buck sat in the chair facing the bed amazed at the transformation of Vin. But he shouldn’t have been this was the Vin that had been staying hidden while Chris ran roughshod over him. Roughshod was perhaps to harsh, Chris adored Vin and until tonight he had never done anything to upset the boy. Sure Chris had his reasons but they were based in fear and Vin was about to fuck it out of him.

Chris lay on the bed wondering what was about to happen, but he would take it. He would take anything from Vin if it kept his lover with him.

Vin saw how rigid Chris was and had to smile, it was apparent that Chris was prepared to take any punishment he had to give as long as Vin stayed here at the ranch.

Vin removed his sweats wishing his ass still didn’t burn quite so much but he would just have to deal with it.

Vin knelt between Chris’s legs pushing them further apart. There was a small part of Vin that wanted some painful payback like using the paddle on Chris. Of course there was the option of just slamming his cock into his lover without any preparation at all, that would hurt like hell and Chris would certainly feel it for days. But he couldn’t do that, that would cause physical damage and even emotional damage and Chris had enough of that.

Buck watched Vin the emotions and thought showed freely on the beautiful face, he had no worries. Vin was a good man yes they thought of him most of the time as a boy because of the age difference and the disparity of experience but he was a man…all man. Despite Vin’s feelings of anger and betrayal…though he could see those were slowly going away, Vin was not a person who could hold on to anger very long, he was very easy going and much preferred to get along with people…Chris was not in any danger of being taught a horrible painful lesson. A lesson he would get but Vin just didn’t have it in him to cause pain to someone he loved, the guilt would consume him.

Vin leaned down and kissed the hard muscles of his lovers back feeling Chris flinch, he was obviously expecting pain not love. Using his hands he stroked over the tightly clenched globes of his lovers ass. Slowly Chris began to relax into the sensation though a part of him wondered when the pain would begin.

Vin lay down on top of his lover pressing him into the bed nuzzling into his neck before gently biting down on one shoulder blade.

Slowly he rubbed his leaking cock over Chris’s ass smiling in triumph as a low needy groan left the blonds mouth.

Reaching underneath Chris he pinched the hard nipples causing his lover to jerk in response.

Vin whispered, “I am going to fuck you into the mattress. My long hard cock is going to fill your ass until you feel like you are going to be split in two. When I am done you will know that you have been loved by a man not a boy. When you try to sit down for the next week and your pretty ass aches remember that it was me who mounted you and rode you hard.”

Vin couldn’t tell who moaned the loudest Chris or Buck. Looking over at Bucklin he saw that his other lover had taken his own cock out and was slowly stroking it. Buck was staring at him with hooded eyes and he had a small smile on his face.

Damn maybe he should have taken control before now, it looked like both his lovers were turned on by what he was doing and saying. Vin realized then that they didn’t talk enough That was going to change.

Vin spread the ass cheeks as he coated his fingers with lube sliding two of them inside the tight puckered hole. Chris hissed at the burning sensation it had been a while since he had taken it up the ass preferring to be the one on top especially where Vin was concerned. Until now he refused to consider it another sign of his control issue but now he knew that was exactly what it was, he needed to control Vin in all aspects of their lives. If he did that then the younger man would be safe. As Vin added another finger scissoring them to stretch the tight passage Chris figured this was going to be a lesson he remembered for quite some time…Vin could only be pushed so far before he pushed back.

Vin coated his cock with the lube then spread the cheeks wide; with a deep breath he drilled his cock into his lover.

Chris jerked as he was filled quickly and completely a partial scream came out of his mouth before he clamped his mouth shut. While it had hurt to be taken so fast, Vin had prepared him so well he knew that he would not suffer any damage.

“Feel that Chris,” Vin growled as he angled his cock for maximum penetration, pumping his hard cock in as deep as he could get it.

“Yeah…”Chris gasped out as he tried to move back to meet the hard thrusts that were jerking his body. Vin held him tight taking all the control away from him.

“Good, in this house we are all equal; work does not come home with us. Understand?” Vin demanded.

Chris shivered at the commanding tone in his young lover’s voice. Fuck he could barely think as he felt Vin’s hips snap forward ramming his cock ever deeper inside his body.

Vin let his hands roam over Chris’s body pinching and stroking driving his lover to distraction until the only thing Chris was aware of was Vin and what Vin was doing to him.

Belatedly Chris remembered Vin’s question. His nipples were pinched causing him to jerk upwards impaling himself on the cock that had just rammed into him.

This time the cry wasn’t cut off as Chris knew that in this moment he wasn’t in control of anything and he loved it.

Vin reached down and pulled Chris up until he was kneeling forcing the man down onto his engorged cock. Vin bit back a moan as he felt himself slide impossibly deeper into that hot wet clinging ass.

Chris didn’t know how much more he could take. Vin’s cock felt huge inside of him, it was ripping him apart yet completing him a sense of coming home came over him.

Vin bent Chris’s head to one side biting down on one ear lobe worrying it then he whispered, “Let it go Chris. I may belong to you, but you belong to me just like Buck is ours also and we are his. But right now I am the boss.”

Vin bit down on the side of Chris’s neck marking him so that unless the man wore turtlenecks everyone would see that he was taken. It was Vin’s way of making sure that every time Chris looked into a mirror for the next week or so he would be reminded that he wasn’t always in command.

Chris gasped then cried out as he shot his load his cum spilling onto the sheets.

Vin felt the muscles around his cock spasm as he thrust in one more time spilling his seed deep inside his lover.

A guttural groan caught his attention and despite his own spiral of pleasure he turned and saw Buck pumping his own cock until he filled his fist with his own cum.

Buck sighed his head falling back to rest on the back of the chair.

“Damn baby that was one of the hottest things I have ever seen.”

Chris sagged to the bed totally spent. Vin followed him down to land on his side facing the blond.

Buck glanced at the two men as they both drowsed in a cloud of satisfaction. He went and stripped then cleaned himself up. Taking a warm cloth to the bedroom he cleaned his lovers.

Buck crawled into bed with Chris sandwiched in the middle.

Chris opened his one good eye and looked at him. Buck calmly looked back with no hint of apology on his face.

“I’m sorry Buck. I was an ass and I deserved everything you dished out,” Chris softly said.

Buck nodded his head, “Yes you did deserve it. Vin is willing to let it go therefore so am I but don’t forget his lesson stud. I doubt you will get another chance.”

“Don’t worry I won’t forget.”

Just then Vin hissed in pain as he shifted onto his back, his ass touching the bed.

In a flash Chris was up and in the bathroom bringing back some cream for his lover.

“How about we go into Vin’s room?” he asked not daring to just order the move.

Vin winced as he went to get up, Buck immediately picked him up.

“Damn it Bucklin I can walk,” Vin complained even as he smiled his gratitude.

“No need to,” Buck replied planting a kiss on the upturned mouth.

Vin was put in the middle of the bed on his stomach Chris gently put the cool cream on the red cheeks getting a sigh of relief from Vin.

Chris reached over cupping Bucks face looking at the bruise he had put there. Leaning over he kissed the bruise silently apologizing again.

Softly Buck said, “It’s fine Chris, it wasn’t the first time you and I had knock down drag out fight and it probably won’t be the last.”

Chris touched his own black eye and had to smile though it hurt his mouth when he did.

“The next time I won’t start it though,” Chris commented glancing down at a drowsy Vin.

Vin roused up enough to say, “We are all going to do some serious talking tomorrow. If need be we will talk to a third party but we are going to do it. Okay?”

Buck pressed a kiss on the small of Vin’s back.

“Yes we will babe. Love you.”

Chris nodded his head, “Yes we will talk for as long as it takes. I will not loose either one of you especially because of my issues. We are a family and we have to hang on that.”

“Love you both,” Vin whispered as he finally went to sleep.

Chris kissed the side of Vin's head as he whispered, “I love you to Vin and I love you Buck.”

Buck and Chris leaned over their lover and shared a long kiss, one filled with love, forgiveness and understanding.

With Vin in the middle they curled around each other until it was hard to say where one man began and one man ended.

It was the way it should always be.

The End

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