Past Becomes the Present
Disclaimer: Magnificent Seven does not belong to me and never will. This story is for enjoyment only.
Authors note: Thanks to Mog for creating the ATF universe.
All spelling and grammar errors are mine. I am not an English teacher. This is for fun.
Rating: NC17-for language, mild bondage, mild violence and always graphic m/m sex. If this is not your cup of tea do not read it.
Feedback welcome, no flames. Thanks
Buck was so tightly controlled that his teammates were hoping they would not be in the vicinity when he blew. Gone was the fun loving, prank pulling man they all knew and loved. Buck had been like this for the last week and it didn’t look like the situation was going to get better. The big man was blaming himself for Vin getting shot.
A week earlier:
A man had been sneaking up behind JD and Buck had stood up and yelled at the younger man who was oblivious to the danger. Vin who was on the catwalk above everyone else saw that Buck was in danger of getting shot. The sharpshooter stood up and took out the gunman; unfortunately he put himself in the line of fire. The bullet hit him in the thigh spinning him to the metal catwalk; his rifle went over the edge falling to the concrete.The man behind JD was taken down and the rest of the gunmen surrendered.
Buck froze in realization of what he had inadvertently caused. Chris sent a lethal glare in his direction as the blond ran for the stairs with Nathan right behind him.
Josiah was yelling for an ambulance. JD and Ezra helped get the gunrunners handcuffed and rounded up. Buck walked to the stairs and looked up, his attention was then drawn to a spot on the concrete. Wilmington went over and picked up what was left of Vin’s rifle and just stared down at the blood that was on the concrete. As he watched more blood dropped to pool on the floor.
Josiah was standing next to him.
“Buck snap out of it. Chris and Nathan are bringing Vin down and they need some help, the ambulance is almost here.”
Buck and Josiah met their friends on the stairway and helped take part of Vin’s weight, the sharpshooter was unconscious, blood covered his clothes.
Chris and Nathan had blood all over them. When they reached the floor Buck swiftly scooped the younger man up into his arms and rushed towards the ambulance. Chris climbed in with the man he looked upon like a kid brother. He was not about to be parted from his family.
The EMT’s wisely kept their mouth shut. They had heard the gossip about the blond ATF leader and were not about to get in his way.
The rest of the team followed the ambulance. When they got to the hospital, Vin was being checked out and Chris was pacing the floor.
Stalking up to Buck, the blond snarled, “What the hell were you doing, Buck? You know better than to break cover like that.”
“I…I’m sorry, Chris…the…” Buck stuttered. He was well aware of the fact that Vin was the center of his whole friends universe. Vin was the one who had pulled his old friend out of his shell, Vin was the soul brother that Chris needed and now had. If a person didn’t know them then they would think the two were blood brothers.
There were times that Buck wondered if they had taken that last step and become lovers. Neither man gave any indication of that, but Buck hurt just thinking about it.
JD his face pale stepped up to defend his friend and his adopted big brother.
“It’s my fault, Chris. I didn’t see the guy behind me and Buck was just warning me. I…”
Chris interrupted, “No! JD it is not your fault that Buck broke cover. Vin had you covered, but when Buck yelled he had two people to take care of.”
At that moment the doctor came in. He was ready for the six men. It was not the first time a member of team 7 had been in the ER and he was sure it would not be the last.
“Vin is on his way to surgery. The bullet needs to be removed, but I don’t think it hit anything vital. As long as he FOLLOWS doctors orders he should be fine. He lost quite a bit of blood, but we will transfuse him.”
Six men let out a sigh of relief. After the doctor left Chris issued his orders.
Ezra, JD and Josiah were to go back to the office and start on the paperwork while the details of the bust were clear. Chris wanted Nathan to stay at the hospital. The blond always felt better when Nathan would talk to the doctor and let Chris know his opinion.
As Chris calmed down he realized that Buck did not get Vin shot on purpose and he had noticed tears in his friends eyes when the doctor had said Vin would be okay. He needed to talk to his old friend and now was as good a time as any.
“Nathan could you talk to the doctor?”
When Nathan left the waiting room, Chris turned to his friend and nodded towards the far end of the room.
Both men sat down, Buck had his hands tightly clasped together, his head was hanging.
“What’s going on Bucklin?” Chris asked resting his hand on his friend’s broad shoulder.
Buck winced when he heard the affectionate term. It was one that Vin had used when he started with the team.
“Truthfully, Chris. I wish I knew. It’s like everything is out of control, so I try to over compensate, watch over everybody. My feelings…forget that, I’m not important. I know that Nathan, Josiah and Ez can take care of themselves. I just… JD, hell he needs looking after and Vin…”
Here Buck's voice trailed off. Chris noticed that Buck had started to say that his own feelings were unimportant and quickly changed what he was going to say.
“What about Vin? You started hovering over him a few weeks ago. Why? I notice that I’m not on your list of people who can take care of themselves.”
“Remember when Junior left his cell phone at the office. Then that morning we got that phone call about the man he had put in jail escaping. The guy had threatened Vin’s life and we tried to get hold of him. I saw the look on your face when Vin’s phone rang and we knew he didn’t have it on him. He didn’t answer at his apartment and he was late getting to work. The look on your face Chris was like the one when we realized what had happened with Sarah and Adam. You paled, your eyes were wide with fear and helplessness and your jaw was clenched so tight. It was at that moment that it really became clear how much the boy meant to you. I knew that if something happened to him you probably wouldn’t recover from the loss.”
“I’m not that fragile, Buck.”
“You didn’t see your face when Vin walked in. It lit up; a smile as big as the Grand Canyon appeared and you grabbed him up in a hug so tight I thought some of his ribs might get cracked. I knew then that I had miscalculated.”
Miscalculated?” Chris said his tone indicating that he had no idea what Buck was getting at. His old friend seemed like he was jumping from one subject to the another.
“Yeah! I always kinda thought that I would…well you know when you were ready to move on and if I was lucky you’d see me as more than just your friend. I keep remembering how much fun we had in college; I enjoyed having you close to me, making love to me. You kept me grounded and on track or I don’t think I’d have made it through school.”
Chris was shocked. Looking around he saw that no one was paying them any attention.
Buck continued, “But I waited to long and now Vin has your heart and his place in your bed. So I’ll make sure nothing happens to him. Don’t get me wrong I love Vin for himself, but now I’ll keep extra watch over him.”
Chris was speechless. He never realized that Buck was waiting to make a move on him, that Buck wanted their relationship to be what it was back in school. Surprisingly now that he thought about it, it would be good. The two of them not only worked well together, but they had great sex together. Another shock was that Buck thought he and Vin were lovers. Now that just didn’t feel right to the blond, Tanner was like his kid brother and he loved him like a younger brother. (Okay that line was hard for me since I am a Vin\Chris writer)
Chris opened his mouth to set Buck’s mind straight on his relationship with the sharpshooter. Then tell his old friend that in the next few days they needed some time alone to discuss their own bond and what just might be in the cards for them.
Just then Nathan came in and said that they could go see Vin. Chris went to the young man's side immediately and picked up his limp hand. The blond watched as Buck reached out and stroked a stray lock of hair off the pale face.
“Hey, cowboy, good to see you,” Chris whispered.
“Yeah, Junior. I think you need to quit laying around on the job. Besides I have an apology to give you,” Buck said his throat tightening up. He had seen the tears in his old friends eyes when the blond had laid eyes on Vin. The two men were meant for each other that was so obvious.
Bleary confused blue eyes opened up. The words sunk in but didn’t make any sense.
“Wh…why…you okay…Bucklin…” Vin whispered his words a little slurred.
“I’m fine, Vin. It’s you who got shot. My fault for leaving cover,” Buck said smiling at the young man.
“No…no…JD…you not at…at fault…” Vin finally got out. If there was anyone on the team that could compete with Vin for guilt trips it was Buck Wilmington.
“Vin, JD is fine, Buck is fine. You need to rest, cowboy,” Chris insisted.
Vin opened his mouth to argue when he shut his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
Nathan stepped forward and insisted his two teammates go home. He would stay the night and someone could relieve in the morning. Vin would sleep all night and was going to be just fine. Chris had been awake longer than anyone getting ready for the bust and needed the sleep badly.
Chris was torn. He didn’t want to leave Vin, but he needed to get this straight with Buck. After exacting a promise that Nathan call him with any change in the sharpshooter’s condition Chris took Buck by the arm and led him from the room.
“Chris you stay here with Vin. I’m fine.”
“Nathan is right. I need sleep and so do you. I’m going home and you need to go with me to make sure I don’t fall asleep at the wheel.”
Chris smiled to himself when Buck got a worried look on his face.
“Okay, Chris. I sure don’t want you to hurt yourself.”
Buck never thought that his old friend was pulling a trick on him. He had already decided that Chris and Vin were together in all ways and that he was just going to be the best friend the two men ever had.
Chris insisted that Buck drive his big black SUV. The blond settled in the passenger seat and did take a quick nap. He wanted to be wide-awake when they got to the ranch. Buck was in for a shock.
Unfortunately it was Chris who was in for a shock. Buck managed to evade him all evening. The conversation he wanted to have followed by what he hoped would be some hot sex never happened.
Buck disappeared to the barn and did the chores, while Chris had answered his numerous phone messages. Vin was checked on so many times that Nathan threatened to unplug the phone if they called again.
By the time Chris was done with business, Buck had put his dinner in the microwave and made his excuses. Before Chris could open his mouth Buck was gone. The big man had called JD to come pick him up. With the kid around Chris couldn’t very well seduce his friend.
‘Well, Buck your time is coming and for making me wait you might get more than you think. I remember college and I remember well what you like. I wonder if you do.’ Chris thought to himself. He made a mental note to stop by a sex specialty shop during the week and pick up some good cuffs. He was sure that the ones they used back in college were in tatters given that they were in a suitcase in the attic. Yeah, Buck was in for a shock…a real good shock.
Current time:
It was a whole week before Chris could put his plan in motion and Buck was drowning in guilt, no matter what anyone said about it not being his fault.Vin was doing fine and was recuperating at Chris’s ranch. Buck came out to the ranch every night and waited on the sharpshooter hand and foot. Vin was about ready to kill his friend. The only reason he put up with it without losing his temper was that he knew Buck felt bad even though he didn’t blame Buck for anything.
Also, Chris had talked to him about the mistaken idea their friend had. Vin had choked on his dinner when he found out Buck thought he and Chris were lovers. Chris had waited until Friday to broach the subject with the younger man. He wanted to do it before Buck and JD arrived. He had a plan.
Wrinkling his nose, Vin had said, “That is just not cool, cowboy. In fact I don’t like the picture that puts in my mind. Don’t get me wrong you’re a fine looking man, but you just don’t do it for me. I like them feisty, leggy, full-figured and brunette kinda like Inez.”
Chris started to smile, he knew that Vin had dated Inez off and on, but it was not serious at least not yet. Then his ‘brothers’ next word wiped the smile off his face.
“Of course I like them younger to…a lot younger,” Vin managed to get out before he doubled over in laughter.
Chris growled and put the younger man in a gentle headlock. About that time Buck and JD walked in.
Buck rushed across the room and pulled Vin away from Chris and into his own arms cradling the younger man carefully.
“Damn it, Chris. The boy is still hurting. You don’t want to hurt him more.”
Chris just blinked in shock as he watched Buck swing Vin up in his arms and carry him to the family room ignoring the sputtering cuss words coming out of the sharpshooter about being treated like a baby.
‘This has gone on long enough. I’m glad that the plan goes into effect tonight.’ Chris thought to himself. JD and Vin just had to follow through with their part of it.
Sure enough Buck re-entered the kitchen and glared at his old friend.
Chris just held up his hands.
“We were kidding around, Buck. He’s fine.”
“We can’t take chances with that wound.”
As Buck opened his mouth to continue they heard an engine roar out of the yard.
Buck ran into the family room and found it empty. Rushing to the front door he saw JD’s truck disappearing down the gravel road.
Slamming the front door Buck whirled on Chris and said, “Where the hell are they going? Vin should be resting and…ah…Chris what the hell are…ah…you doing?”
Buck watched as the blond stalked towards him. The blond put his hands on Buck's shoulders then surprised the man by slamming him against the shut door.
As Buck opened his mouth to insist on an explanation he found his mouth taken in a hard demanding kiss. Frantically he tried to keep himself from responding but he had wanted this for so long it was a lost cause. Grasping the blond in a bruising grip he pulled the slimmer body close.
The big man felt hands at his collar then jumped when his shirt was torn open, buttons flying everywhere.
Hard hands rested on his ass cheeks and squeezed. Buck looked into vivid piercing green eyes.
“Huh…Chris what are you doing? Vin…”
“How many times have you had sex with JD?”
Buck’s mouth dropped open and he got an angry disgusted look on his face.
“What…damn it. That boy is like my kid brother and I would never….”
Buck’s voice trailed off as he saw the look on his old friends face. It all came together at that moment.
“You and Vin aren’t lovers. Vin’s like your kid brother and that’s all.”
“Finally. Shit Buck but you are one of the most stubborn bull-headed people I know.”
“Pot calling the kettle black, stud,” Buck replied smirking. His world was fine now, he was about to get laid and by the one person he truly loved and had wanted to make love to for a long time.
Buck reached for the tantalizing body but found his hand slapped away.
“I showered before you got here, now it’s your turn. Since you have been a bad boy the last week, I want you naked and on your knees in front of me. I think I need to be serviced by your hot mouth. I want to feel those lips wrapped around my cock sucking me hard.”
Buck groaned, his jeans got real tight as heat coursed through his body. Chris remembered, he remembered how much Buck liked the rough stuff. Chris got off being the dominant one and Buck liked to push the blond until Chris gave him what he wanted. What he wanted, craved and loved was hot, hard, rough, ass blistering mind blowing sex. Buck had only ever been able to allow the blond to give it to him. There was a lot of trust involved and he only trusted his childhood friend to deliver it.
Chris stepped up and shoved the torn shirt off the broad shoulders. Cupping one hand around the firm ass he used his other hand to stroke the hard cock pushing against the denim, straining to get out of the tight jeans. Nipping sharply at the hard nipples the blond smiled at the hiss and the hands that came to rest on his waist.
“Maybe you should service me, after all…OH..fucking shit,” Buck yelled as his nipple was bit hard then the teeth clamped down on the other one.
Buck arched into Chris’s hand moaning.
Suddenly Chris stepped back, Buck reached for the blond but Chris stayed out of reach.
“Shower, then I want you on your knees. I will be waiting in the bedroom. You have ten minutes and for every thirty seconds after that you will get a kiss from the belt. Make sure you clean yourself in and out. Your ass will be getting a workout.”
Chris turned and calmly walked down the hallway. Buck stood immobile for a few seconds then he heard, “Nine minutes, thirty seconds, Buck”
Buck rushed for the bathroom. He cussed, as his jeans were hard to get off. His cock was so hard, and he yelped as he just yanked the jeans down.
Quickly taking his shower, Buck paused. Wait a minute; he liked having his ass blistered. Sure it had been awhile, but he liked it and the blond knew it. Chris was trying to pull one over on him.
Buck slowed down. It was a good fifteen minutes when Buck walked into the bedroom. Candles lighted the room, the bed was unmade. He noticed cuffs at each bedpost, and then his attention was drawn to the man in the room.
Chris stood in a corner of the room and watched his old friend. Buck was already hard as a rock and he looked fantastic. It had been awhile since he had seen the other man naked. Chris stepped out of the shadows and into the center of the large bedroom.
Buck felt his mouth dry up as he looked at the gorgeous man in front of him. Shit how the hell had he gone so long without letting on to Chris that he wanted and loved him. The blond was without a doubt the hottest thing he had ever seen.
Chris’s body was perfect from the golden blond hair, piercing green eyes, firm chin, flat abs, down to the…holy shit Chris was wearing black leather pants and nothing else. The black pants set off his blond good looks and were so tight little was left to the imagination.
“You are late, big guy. I figure I owe you ten lashes with the belt. Sitting down is going to be difficult for you for the next day or two.”
Chris stood in front of Buck and just stared. Then the green eyes lit up and he pointed at the floor.
“I told you I wanted you on your knees. Put your hands behind your back. Then I want you to undress me using only your lips, teeth and mouth just like you did in college.”
Chris smirked. He didn’t think his old friend would be able to do that anymore. The blond was in for a surprise.
Buck knelt gracefully in front of the motionless man. Clasping his hands behind his back he leaned forward and just inhaled. The musky soapy scent of the blond filled his senses. Nuzzling the leather-covered crotch with his face he enjoyed hearing the blond suck in his breath. Chris was not nearly so in control as he let on.
Using his teeth and tongue Buck slipped the button loose. Grasping the zipper in his teeth he pulled down until the leather parted revealing that his lover wore tight white briefs underneath. So the blond wasn’t going to make it easy for him.
Buck felt hands drop to his head gripping his hair.
“You use your hands, Buck and I’ll make sure you don’t come for a long time,” Chris said ending the sentence in a moan as Buck sucked on the cock hidden only by a thing shield of white cotton.
Buck just grinned and figured what the hell. He wanted this bad and he wanted that cock in his mouth now.
Chris gasped as Buck quickly grasped the pants and briefs and yanked them down. Before he could react his cock was engulfed in hot heat. Hard hands gripped his hips holding him in place.
Buck worked his mouth, and lips. Relaxing his throat he sucked the hard cock deep.
Chris yelped as he arched his back, Buck easily took him deeper in his throat. Fuck he had forgotten just how good Buck was at giving blowjobs and just how good and right this felt with his old friend.
Chris knew exactly what Buck was trying to do. Take control of the whole situation. That would not happen. Buck was going to purge the whole guilt thing and he was going to get his ass thoroughly fucked.
Grabbing a handful of hair, Chris pulled until his cock came out of Buck's mouth with a pop. Looking down just as Buck looked up he almost came right then just seeing the happy lust filled look on his friends face. Buck’s eyes were shining, his mouth swollen, red and wet and oh so fucking damn hot.
“You used…used your hands. That means you don’t get to come for a while,” Chris said a little breathlessly.
Chris pulled Buck to his feet. He kicked the pants and underwear off and led the big man over to the bed.
Buck found his hands cuffed to one of the bedposts. Then Chris shocked him. This wasn’t just about sex. This was about love the hard way.
“Now, Buck. You know the whole shooting wasn’t your fault…right?”
Buck froze. Damn, he didn’t want to talk about it. He wanted to have sex…now.
“Chris…I don’t want to…”
“I don’t care what you want to do right now. I want you to listen carefully this time. Vin getting shot was NOT your fault. No one blames you but you. Do you understand?”
Buck would agree to anything as long as Chris would hurry and mount him. He wanted to feel that long hard weapon sinking deep inside him.
“Yeah, sure stud…”
Buck was shocked into screaming as the belt whistled through the air and landed on his ass. Before he could catch a breath he felt the belt land several more times.
Then Chris was behind him rubbing his heaving back where he leaned against the bedpost.
“Come on, Buck. Give it up. You know deep down you weren’t to blame. Shit happens. Vin is safe, JD is safe. Between the two of us we’ll keep an eye on them. Besides you know how kids always get into trouble then bounce out of it.”
Buck leaned his head on his cuffed hands and felt tears prick his eyes.
Taking several deep breaths he whispered, “I know, Chris…but.”
His voice was choked off with another yell as the belt landed several more times.
“Fuck it to hell, Chris.”
“Damn it, Buck…quit being so stubborn. Vin is safe and sound.”
As Chris raised his arm to swing the belt he heard Buck sob, pausing in mid motion he waited.
“You’re right. I just…I have been in control for so long…so long that…” here Buck choked up.
Chris dropped the belt and stepped up behind the bigger man. He wrapped his arms around Buck. Starting at Buck’s shoulder blade he kissed his way across to the other one.
“You don’t have to be in control all the time, babe. You have taken care of me for years, kept me alive several times. Now, you worry over JD and Vin. Let it go. I think its time I take care of you.”
“I…I’ll try, stud…I’ll try.”
As Chris kissed his lover's back he reached around and tweaked hard nipples causing Buck to groan in appreciation.
Chris smiled as he felt a tight ass pressing into his erection. Buck certainly knew what he wanted. Well he’d get what he wanted.
“Want me inside, Buck. Remember how it felt with me sliding deep and hard in your ass. How your muscles would loosen just enough to suck me in then tighten so much I thought you’d never let me go. How it felt to feel me spearing you so deep and the slap of my balls on your tight butt. My cum shooting so deep and so hot inside, coating your insides, making you mine.”
As Buck was getting ready to scream at the blond to hurry up and fuck him, he felt his legs pushed further apart and his ass cheeks parted.
Buck screamed and jerked as he felt Chris start to rim him. The talented tongue was going to drive him crazy as he felt it slither into his hole.
Chris nipped sharply at one perfectly formed globe. Grabbing up the lube he had laid on the bed he coated two fingers then slipped them inside the tight channel.
“Oh, God,” Buck moaned as he felt himself being penetrated. It had been so many years since he had anything in his ass. No one but Chris had ever touched him just like this. He had never had a male lover after Chris.
Chris worked his fingers scissoring them until he could easily slide three fingers in. Then he coated up his cock.
“Ready, Buck…Good…because here I come.”
Chris didn’t hesitate. The two men were to hot and had waited to long for this. It was so right. The blond slid inside with one smooth easy movement.
When he was buried as far as he could go he paused giving his lover time to adjust to the intruder.
Biting down on one shoulder Chris made sure it would leave it a mark.
“Marked you, babe. You’re mine and only mine. I don’t share my possessions.”
Buck felt the warm feeling of being totally loved and cherished rush through him. It was such a wonderful feeling and one he would never get enough of.
Placing one hand on his lover’s hip Chris started moving. Pulling completely out he then slid back inside.
Slowly the rhythm picked up and the thrusts became harder and deeper. Chris reached around with his free hand and grasped his lover’s hard wet cock.
Buck was in heaven as he fucked himself on the hand wrapped around his shaft and then pushed back impaling himself deeper on the steel rod in his ass.
“Chrissss…” he screamed as he came spilling over the hand still stroking him.
Chris groaned as he felt already tight muscles close like a vise around his own shaft. Slamming in rough a couple of times Chris shot his load deep into his lover's bowels.
Growling the blond bit down hard again. This time he bit down on the other shoulder.
The big body under his bucked at the sharp pain. The two men stood still for several seconds just getting their breath back.
Chris pulled out being careful, but he still heard Buck hiss as the cock slipped out of his passage.
Glancing down he saw no blood on his cock and knew that Buck was just sore. Hurrying into the bathroom he got a wet towel and cleaned them both up then wiped up the floor.
Uncuffing the big man, Chris tucked him into bed then crawled in to lay next to his love.
Buck immediately turned over and curled his body half over Chris.
“You feel okay, big guy?”
“I feel better than I have in years,” Buck replied as he placed a tender kiss on the shoulder his head was lying on.
“Good, just remember I am in control now, you can relax and let me take care of you.”
“Okay, stud. You’re going to need help looking after the two trouble magnets though and I plan on being there for you and them.”
“I know. I just want you to realize that I’m here now and you don’t have to shoulder the load all alone,” Chris said rubbing his lover's arm.
“I love you, Chris.”
“Love you to, Buck.”
“Chris…”
“Buck, go to sleep. You haven’t slept well all week, the black circles under your eyes tell the tale. Besides, I am sure Vin and JD will be back early tomorrow to see how we are doing. I want you fucking me before they get here.”
Buck was surprised. Chris had never let him mount him in the past and Buck had never pushed.
“I want us to work out, babe. I want it all and I want you to claim me like I claimed you. However, forget the cuffs and belt, I just want your nice big cock riding my ass.”
Buck smiled and cuddled closer. This was going to work and it was going to be good.
“I can do that, Chris. I can do that real good.”
“I’m sure you can and I’m looking forward to it.”
Buck yawned and he had to admit he was tired…real tired. Chris felt his lover's body get heavy and knew Buck was asleep.
Kissing the top of Buck's head, Chris smiled and was amazed to realize that he was happy…truly happy with his whole life.
He had six men he worked with that he loved like they were brothers. Vin who was as far as he was concerned his kid brother, and Buck his lover and best friend. He was so happy and it looked like his future was only filled with brightness and happiness.
With that uplifting thought the blond went to sleep. After all he was going to need his sleep because he had a feeling that Buck could keep a hard on for a long…long time. He couldn’t wait to find out.
The End